Rage Against The Machine Bassist's New Band, Future User, Recruits Lance Armstrong For 'Mountain Lion' Video

Rage Against The Machine bassist Tim Commerford recently started up a new band, Future User, taking on bass and vocal duties. On Tuesday, the electronic rock outfit released the video for their song, “Mountain Lion.” In it, Commerford shoots steroids into his stomach, douses himself in gasoline and lights himself on fire, and Lance Armstrong makes a special appearance, telling Commerford to “Step the f–k off.”

The clip of Armstrong’s voice comes from an actual voicemail he left Commerford. The two are “cycling buddies” and have a “friendly-hardcore relationship.” In an interview with Radio.com, Commerford explained the meaning behind “Mountain Lion”:

The song is about sports and trying to be the best that you can be. And the video is about P.E.D.s (performance enhancement drugs). It’s something that I’m passionate about; sports. And I’m also very interested in performance enhancement drugs. I love to see greatness and they don’t bother me. I’m not angered by them. My attention is not diverted by them. And that’s what really bugs me is that we have Presidents that actually have the gall to address the nation and talk about steroids in sports as if it’s something us Earthlings should be paying attention to. We should be paying attention to the real drug war, the heroin that is in our country that our government is bringing over here and the people that are being imprisoned and killed because of it. That to me is a lot more important than steroids.

Check out the video above, and read the rest of the interview over at Radio.com.

Ted Cruz Gives Rare Praise To Michelle Obama

Sen. Ted Cruz (R-Texas) publicly praised first lady Michelle Obama on Wednesday. Yes, really.

Though the tea party favorite and potential 2016 presidential contender is a strong critic of the White House, he expressed support on Facebook for the first lady’s decision to not wear a headscarf in Saudi Arabia, while she and the president expressed their condolences on the death of King Abdullah.

“Kudos to First Lady Michelle Obama for standing up for women worldwide and refusing to wear a Sharia-mandated head-scarf in Saudi Arabia. Nicely done,” Cruz wrote, while linking to a story about the first lady’s attire.

It’s rare to hear Cruz praise the White House. He has been a constant critic of the Obamas, especially in regard to their push for the Affordable Care Act. After Michelle Obama appeared in an ad urging young people to sign up for health insurance plans last year, Cruz got fired up, noting his disgust with the “condescension and patronizing” that he said was coming from Washington, D.C.

View the Facebook post here.

Life When You Can't Google It

To my surprise, when I first moved to China it was easy to adapt to almost everything. Pollution, dirty tap water, and crowds? No problem, I’ll use face masks, bottled water and elbows to get by.

But as a former New Yorker virtually glued to the Internet, I couldn’t wrap my head around adapting to a life without Google.

After all, it was my imaginary best friend — my navigator, my translator, my doctor, my library, my stylist, my therapist and my cooking teacher all in one. But the moment I got to China, I knew we had to break up.

I thus began my journey of adapting to this void in many different ways. I bought a new phone, upgraded my Internet service, attempted to sign up for a VIP plan, and hopped around the city’s popular Internet cafes. I relied on Virtual Private Networks (VPNs) to access Google and then bam — a few weeks ago, most of them shut down.

My next backup plan was to adapt to popular Chinese search engines. Let’s just say it’s like buying chocolate cake in China. To the expat eye, it may look beautiful on the outside, but the second you take a bite, your taste buds know that it’s just… different. Not better, not worse — just a lot tougher to adapt to.

Slowly but surely, I’ve overcome my Google addiction, and it’s my greatest blessing in disguise. When it doesn’t come to the rescue, I’ve learned to rely on — god forbid, as our grandparents would say — my brain.

I study maps and pay more attention to street signs. I force myself to learn and use the language without backup technology. I pay more attention to the people around me to find fashion inspiration on city streets. I talk to a family member or friend when I’m going through a rough patch. I whip up my own recipes. I even think that I’ve recovered from hypochondria now that the web can’t always convince me that a cough is the symptom of a terminal illness.

Who knew that in a Google-less life, memory, creativity, relationships, confidence and courage would abound.

Sure, one day I’ll get back on the Google train when it doesn’t require jumping through hoop after hoop. But for now, I’m enjoying this refreshing change of pace in life. Plus — if I had Google at this very second to distract me, I probably wouldn’t have thought to write this. I’d probably be too busy Googling how to Google.

Family Business

Martin Luther King, Jr. once said, “Of all the forms of inequality, injustice in health care is the most shocking and inhuman.” As our country celebrates his life and work this week, this quotation makes me think about health and health care through the lens of solidarity, about the ways that we all — in our communities, in our families, in our friendships — need to look out for each other, care for each other, and advance each other’s ability to live the lives we’ve always dreamed about.

A key to this solidarity is the sharing of information. According to the old adage, “Information is power.” But I want to take that one step further: Information is power–and it can be lifesaving.

In 2010, I took a job at the Hetrick Martin Institute, an organization serving LGBT youth between the age of 12 and 24. Throughout my time with these young heroes and sheroes, I saw resiliency and unrelenting courage not just to survive, but to thrive. These young people are often referred to as ‘at-risk’, but actually they’re youth ‘at-promise’ — waiting only for the information and opportunities they need to take charge of their own lives. Their growing self-reliance is rooted in access to information that becomes empowering and life saving.

Also in 2010, President Barack Obama signed into the law the Affordable Care Act (ACA), also known as Obamacare. Under the law, most Americans must have health insurance coverage starting in 2014. By the end of 2014, 7 million Americans had signed up for plans through the Health Insurance Marketplace, with millions more eligible to access coverage in 2015.

But many LGBT individuals, especially young adults, are still uninsured — and the “open enrollment” period for 2015 ends February 15th.

Good health and health care are not privileges — they’re rights. Now, given that LGBT individuals, past and present, have been denied various rights because of our sexual orientation and gender identity, I understand why many, especially people of color, are cynical towards the health system. When you combine that with the high levels of stigma and shame around HIV/AIDS both around and within our community, it’s not surprising that so many LGBT individuals go without coverage and care.

But it’s crucial for everyone in our community to know that leaving opportunities for health coverage on the table and trying to get along without health care only exacerbates the various health issues that already disproportionately impact LGBT people, such as mental health concerns, substance use, and HIV/AIDS.

What’s more, Obamacare offers incredible new protections and opportunities for the LGBT community to act in solidarity to expand access for each of us — including people living with HIV/AIDS and other marginalized communities — to the quality health coverage and care we deserve.

For instance, the law prohibits sex discrimination in health care facilities that participate in Medicare or Medicaid, and in 2012 the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services further clarified that this prohibition includes discrimination on the basis of transgender status. What’s more, the law prevents insurance carriers from deny individuals coverage on the basis of any pre-existing condition, including HIV/AIDS and diagnoses related to gender transition. And financial assistance and free in-person help are available in every state to help people making up to almost $47,000 a year access affordable coverage.

But even with all these wonderful opportunities, many of our brothers and sisters will still go uninsured if we don’t start to loudly and persistently share this information within our LGBT family. I’m using the word “family” with great intent, because family members take care of each other — and we must make it our business to look after each other. That’s what solidarity means.

When I moved to New York City in 2006, I was in search of an LGBT family, because I had zero understanding of what my life and my world would look like in this strange new place. It took the help of a broad swath of individuals for me to understand how to navigate not only New York but the world as a newly out gay man. These “family” members knew the world I was stepping out into, and they stepped up to prepare me for the ups and downs that lay ahead.

So now that I’ve stepped into my own personhood, I understand the responsibility and the need to “pay it forward.” That’s why I’m taking action to let everyone in my community know about the importance of obtaining health insurance coverage and health care.

As an LGBT community, we must continue to work to foster real solidarity around health and health care. We must be willing to share the good news about the benefits of health care. Let’s never assume that everyone has health care or knows what they can do to find affordable health coverage. Let’s embody the definition of family by beginning this new year with a charge that propels us to act as our brother’s and sister’s keeper to ensure they have the information they need to make an informed choice about health coverage.

Join me. Share the word about what the new affordable coverage options available for LGBT people. Let’s link arms and march forward toward a brighter future like our lives depend on it–because they do.

Roadie, the crowdsourced courier system, now open for business

the-transporterGetting yourself from one place to another is tough enough at times. Getting items moved around can be even more headache-inducing. Your mom wants you to take her favorite chair to get upholstered, but you’re at work and can’t get to her place and — it’s all just a mess. It would be nice if you had a friend who … Continue reading

FTC issues $40 million fine to TracFone for false ‘unlimited data’ claim

ogimage-tfTracFone has been issued a $40 million fine today by the FTC, who have ruled on a complaint regarding ‘unlimited’ data. The carrier was selling ‘unlimited’ data plans to customers, but heavy throttling made those plans unusable at a certain point. Though this ruling is limited to TracFone, it sets a precedent moving forward. According to the FTC, TracFone broke a … Continue reading

Finding Harmony in 2015, Part 1

In helping others, we shall help ourselves, for whatever good we give out completes the circle and comes back to us. — Flora Edwards

Jan. 1 comes but once a year. And scores of people the world over celebrate the milestone of a new year with resolutions. But this year, for the first time, I made no New Year’s resolutions. I spend the entire year affirming and fine-tuning my goals and intentions and maintaining good habits. But coming up with and keeping those proverbial New Year’s “declarations” is getting harder, and if you’re like me, somehow they “evaporate.”

Let’s look at the process: We choose a problematic, mostly ill-defined behavior that’s bothered us (e.g., eat healthier, exercise more, practice relaxation) and which doesn’t serve much as a guiding force in our year. There have been years when these honorable pledges have nothing to do with a happy new year. They become chores rather than goals.

So, this year I’m attempting a more streamlined approach. I’ve replaced full-sized New Year’s resolutions with a one-word goal or intention. It’s removed the pressure of the “resolution struggle” and created a more do-able approach to behavior modification. I believe that it’s more realistic to commit to a few syllables than to fulfill the promises contained in whole sentences. Rather than announcing things I’d like to change, start or stop doing this year, I’ve shifted my approach to consider what kind of person I want to be or what I can achieve by focusing inward and discovering who I already am; what I already can do; and where I need to put my energies and my attention. Therefore, my “resolution” has evolved into a one-word goal: generosity. I want to be a more generous person, extend my boundaries of caring, and give more of myself and my time to make a significant difference in the lives of others. Beginning this month, generosity will be my guiding principle for the coming year: a single focus that will center on my character and become a vision for my future. This is the beginning of a year-long exploration of giving, and discovering the active meaning of sharing whatever it is — my ideas, my time, my skills, my shoulder — with others.

But Jan. 1 arrived, and I had no idea where to begin.

And then it hit me, literally and figuratively. Searching in my closet for my suitcase, something suddenly toppled forward. The item, hidden behind a vacuum and luggage pieces, whacked me, almost forcing me off balance. That something was my guitar. Cue the lightbulb that appears over your head. It was a moment of clarity — out of the shadows and into the spotlight — the key to kick-starting my campaign of generosity. With music. That was how I was going to get my “generosity juices” flowing again.

Music has always been a major thread in my life. It was part of our home as I grew up and still plays a huge role in my life. As a youngster in New Jersey, I recall the day I plopped myself down at a piano, and, much to my parent’s surprise, just started to play; I had never had a lesson. I played the guitar constantly and carried it with me wherever I traveled. In my high school band, I played the clarinet and was chosen for All-State Orchestra, performed in several high-school musical productions and began my college years prepared to study music. Music helped define my childhood, youth and adulthood. In my teens, I’d go to local elementary schools and play guitar and sing to the students. After moving to a new city post-college, I donated my time to entertain kids in hospitals. I pursued that passion in major medical centers for many years. Then, to my dismay, life got in the way. Work demanded long hours and frequent travel, and other commitments took over — and that “extracurricular” activity swiftly and sadly fell by the wayside. It’s been decades since I’ve made the rounds of these medical facilities, bringing the gift of music to children. Sure, since then I’d pick up my guitar on occasion for my own enjoyment, but that beloved instrument remained mostly out of sight. Until now.

Fast forward to a new year. Seeing that guitar again brought me right back to those days of entertaining the little ones and the countless hours of joy it brought me — and them. The playlists of those songs were still tucked away in my guitar case! I remember how good I felt walking through those hospital doors and spending musical time with the kids. Now, quite spontaneously, I had another chance to add goodness back into my life and make it not just about me but about others. With no time to waste, I got back in touch with the hospitals.

That first day back, trusty wooden companion draped over my shoulder, I began my room-to-room rounds. Strumming and strolling, seeing the youngsters perk up when the music began (as did family or medical staff within earshot), their faces brightening as they listened, sang or clapped along, I remember why I pursued this joyful activity all those many years ago — adding a dose of joy to life to those in need with the healing power of music. I lost track of how many hours I was there and the number of kids I visited, but the time flew by. For the children, this entertainment brought a welcome distraction, a way to pass the endless hours in a hospital bed and a chance to focus on something else other than their individual medical challenges, even if only for a little while. For some, this musical diversion was a highpoint of the day. I felt like I had been a healing hand for them to hold while there. I also realized I was doing myself a real service by engaging in an activity that will improve the lives of others as well as my own. So far, I’ve engaged my guitar as “musical medicine” several times, and, despite the unhappiness of seeing sick children, there is joy in the experience — for the giver and the getter. I want to turn this hobby into a habit.

CJ Phillips And Charlie Rainwater, 'Tech Bear' Couple, Reveal Pro-LGBT Plans For JebBushForPresident.Com

Jeb Bush is about to be in for a big surprise!

CJ Phillips and Charlie Rainwater, a self-described “tech bear” couple based out of Oregon, made a decision back in 2008 to purchase the domain www.JebBushForPresident.com.

Now, with Bush expected to make a run for president in 2016, the former Florida governor is going to be hard-pressed to secure this domain name.

In fact, Phillips and Rainwater have other plans for the JebBushForPresident.com URL. The two plan to utilize this platform to educate individuals about the impact of politics on LGBT families.

In order to better understand their vision for JebBushForPresident.com, The Huffington Post chatted with Phillips and Rainwater this week.

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The Huffington Post: What gave the two of you the foresight to purchase this domain back in 2008?
We were actually joking about the meme of the time — Jeb VS Chelsea 2016 stuff that was going around the Internet — and out of curiosity checked to see if the domain was available… then grabbed it!

What are your plans for the domain? What do you want to accomplish?
At the time our plan was very focused around giving real-life insight about the legislation that was being passed in Texas and how it affected an average LGBT couple. Many of our coworkers and family would say things to us like, “Oh, you aren’t going to be affected by that law…” when in reality we were definitely going to be impacted! Now we’re actively trying to decide on a platform for the site. As of now all we know is we don’t want it to be just a protest site, but to be relevant to the current social/political climate.

How did your self-described identity as tech bears inform your decision to purchase this domain?
Heh, we’re both very familiar with how a well-designed and implemented platform can influence peoples thinking because we were both on the web at early inflection points, like many others. The bear thing is just part of our personal identity, but I have to say there are a LOT of bears in high-tech. We used to joke that the reason the Internet took off is because bears in the programming world wanted to swap photos [laughs].

What do you hope the long-term effects of this domain purchase will be?
Whether we take a political stand or a social justice path, we hope to educate. We want to facilitate positive discussions. Neither one of us is a fan of just bashing on other groups, so we hope we can engender some understanding from a diversity point of view.

JebBushForPresident.com is currently under construction. Keep checking back for updates.

Three Books of Poems You Should Have Read in 2014

In 2014, a number of high-profile poetry collections leaped from the often ignored world of poetry culture into the wider world of what we might call readerly culture. Books like Claudia Rankine’s Citizen, Louise Gluck’s Faithful and Virtuous Night, Edward Hirsch‘s Gabriel, Patricia Lockwood’s Motherland Fatherland Homelandsexuals, and Fred Moten’s The Feel Trio received attention in mainstream publications and seemed to transcend genre. In fact, Citizen recently achieved the remarkable when it was named a finalist by the National Book Critics Circle for both poetry and criticism. This is not to say that Ms. Gluck or Ms. Rankine will be guests on Jimmy Kimmel any time soon, but there is documentary evidence of Robert Pinsky singing and dancing on the finale of The Colbert Report. So, there’s hope.

However, my focus is not on any of these collections, but rather on three recent books by Bay Area Poets that not only deserve to be part of this larger literary conversation but are among the best books of 2014. If you missed them last year, I have good news–2015 is young.

Rusty Morrison, Beyond the Chainlink
Ahsahta Press, $18
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One of the problems with writing is its temporality. Writing about an event almost never happens in real time; you are almost always writing from some sort of memory, even if the memory is five seconds old or a minute old or an hour old. We can dictate in real time and report orally in real time, but if I try to describe the group of people walking past the window in front of me, by the time I get to writing about the first person, he will already be gone. Writing poetry about an event is even worse. We must rely completely on memory, and as the recent podcast Serial demonstrates, nothing is less reliable than what we do or so not remember. These uncertainties of memory fuel many of the poems in Beyond the Chainlink, charging them with an energy of indeterminacy–something that lies at the heart of all interesting poetry.

Morrison is concerned with many things in this lovely and complicated collection, but she seems particularly focused on the ways in which the forgotten past makes itself known and felt in the present. Many of the poems share the title “Backward Rowing,” indicating a physical and psychological movement in reverse, as though one can row back in time to a place of ontology. In the final lyric bearing this title, the poet comments on the difficulty of retention and illumination:

  As a listener, I won’t retain
  by absorbing, but by being absorbed.

 &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp    &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp      &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp    &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp   &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp   &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp  &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp   Being
  sucked through

These line may remind you, as they did me, of Wallace Stevens’ “The Snow Man” and the “listener, who listens in the snow, / And, nothing himself, beholds / Nothing that is not there and the nothing that is.” Notice the absence for both listeners, the negation. But notice also the presence, the absorption of the nothingness into somethingness that is. I also hear a little Charles Wright in these lines, at least his uncanny gift of reversal, as well as his desire to be taken up and taken in.

If you’re wondering if the intense spacing of “Being” is intentional, it is. Being dangles out there as though it is teetering on a cliff, which, poetically speaking, it is. No doubt Morrison intends a doubleness or tripleness in her use of “being” here, its verbness, its nounness, its Nietzscheness, its Stevensness. Her willingness to utilize typography and white space to this degree sets her apart from Wright and Stevens and makes me think more of someone like Rae Armantrout. While the two poets tend to skew toward the experimental (whatever that may mean), Morrison’s lyrics are more image-driven than Armantrout’s. Take these opening lines from “Impulse says:

a little hurt is worth the long, thin fracturing you can use as a horizon.

An ignored preoccupation will lick its fur
in the opposite direction.

Rain overflooding a sewer’s grate–
stumped, gasping.

Every color your white wall receives
from the concealed world.

Warning: The migration turns
just as it threatens to become visible.

The connection between looking and remembering weighs heavy in these poems. Seeing may or may not mean remembering. Worse, seeing may mean no forgetting. How the body remembers and forgets is another question these poems probe. I am reluctant to call Beyond the Chainlink a book of illness, but it is a book that tropes illness in surprising ways. For example, when most poets write about “the body,” they likely mean a remembered body or a figured body or the universal body of all humankind. But when Morrison writes about “the body,” she means her own physical body and its connection to the body of the poem, which if not one in the same, wear the same cloak. “As a poet,” Morrison writes, “I have experienced directly the ways that a formal constraint can hone the clarity, intensity, and inspired power of a writing project. In similar ways, a physical constraint, such as illness, can engender surprising perceptual attunement in the body.” Morrison neither romanticizes nor traumatizes the body; rather she uses it as a site of location and as a space of articulation:

The body is a sky falling.

Quick, like a safety-pin snapped open,

little death gaps appear in the cloud-cover,

atmospheric with old narratives: “Once upon a time,”

I tempt with, “Once upon a body lost,”

as if telling could entice what’s lost

to listen.

The image of death gaps appearing as quick (and as potentially painful?) as a safety-pin snapped open is hard to forget. And hard to reconcile. The death gaps get encoded through the gaps (both literal and metaphorical) in the body of the poem. Everything falls through, even meaning, even how we tell the story, even how we tell the story about telling the story. Everything is gap-laden, gap-ridden. Everything is in the spaces; even the process of telling the story, even the chainlink fence itself.

The poems may fill those spaces, but then again, the poems may be those spaces. We don’t always know, either as writer or reader. All we know is that we have the body, and we have language. Thankfully in the marriage of the two, we have poetry.

Beyond the Chainlink is full of gaps, but it is also full of beauty. The poems are short, terse even, but rich at the same time. Description gives way to image, narrative yields to observation. There are a lot of couplets and a great deal of right justification, as though the poems are demanding space. But, as with all of Morrison’s poetry, the poems seek balance. Just as a chainlink fence weaves presence and absence, so, too does this book.

If a book can be about emptiness and yet also be full, this one is. If a book can be minimal and yet also generous, this one is. I do know that a book can be about pain and yet also give pleasure because this one does.

Matthew Zapruder, Sun Bear
Copper Canyon Press, $17
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Surrealism arrived at American poetry in the 20th century via two distinct but not entirely unrelated vehicles. One was driven by the French. It carried poets like Andre Breton, Robert Desnos, Paul Éluard, Michel Leiris, and Benjamin Péret who advocated unruly juxtapositions, resistance to simple perceptions, and deep intellectual play. I think of contemporary American poets like John Ashbery, Frank O’Hara, and James Tate liking the way those poets rolled. On the other hand, Spanish and Latin American surrealism as trafficked by Pablo Neruda, Federico Garcia-Lorca, Vicente Huidobro, Cesar Vallejo, and Octavio Paz caught the eye of poets we now consider part of the “deep image” school, like W. S. Merwin, James Wright, Robert Bly, and Mark Strand, most of whom translated these poets into English. Marked by rich, vivid, and sometimes bizarre imagery, this model of surrealism relied on constellations of images that resonated on a subconscious associative level rather than on a logical one. What makes Matthew Zapruder particularly interesting is that you can see in his poetry the influence of both strains of surrealism–perhaps more than any other contemporary American poet. For me this poetic merger is what makes Matthew Zapruder’s work so distinctive and Sun Bear so enjoyable.

Like Ashbery, Zapruder likes to have fun with syntax, but like Merwin, Zapruder often eschews punctuation, opting for a kind of narrative orality. Zapruder is known for his ability to move easily from one topic to another within the same story. He stretches out those juxtapositions much more than Breton or Desnos who liked to compress and collage. You can see what I mean in a text like “Poem to a Cloud above a Statue:”

Out of what used to be called the aether

very powerful beings

ancient people believed

they knew the names of

breathed instead of air

but now we just call the sky

you came

not really looking like anything

or maybe a little bit like if you could talk

you would choose silence as a subject

and I felt completely sure

you would never ask me

to think about the past

except maybe those days I will confess

even though it is silly I still think of as holy

a few of us used to meet at The Gate

for what we called a drink

but as you know truly were many

living on Eastern Parkway

against not being made

to do anything I leaned

and leaning was my secret tombstone

As it happens, I did not know exactly where to stop quoting, as the text gives no real grammatical or typographical clues where one unit of thought begins and the other ends. But, that’s the point: how one memory or experience bleeds into another and in so doing colors the other, making it always part of the former. As Morrison suggests, memories are not separate from either knowledge or observation. Zapruder understands this intimately, often steering his poem from one to the other. The journey is less about where we are going or where we arrive or even how we get there and more about the experience of moving. What do we think about when we think about things? When we look at things? When we remember things? When we love things?

Zapruder’s lines are short, often only three or five words, recalling Neruda’s Odes. Like those wonderful poems, Zapruder titles his without adornment. Where Neruda’s might be “Oda a la Sandia” [Ode to a Watermelon] or “Oda a la Sal” [Ode to Salt], Zapuder chooses a similar formula like “Poem for a Coin” or “Poem for Happiness.” Few poets writing today would be bold enough to title a poem so earnestly, though I was reminded of James Wright’s far more sentimental “Today I Was So Happy So I Made This Poem,” which I unashamedly adore.” It takes a certain about courage to embrace that sensation so fully and to write about it free of snark.

As I typed the above sentence, I was tempted to begin this paragraph with a statement like “Zapruder’s poems themselves embody a poetry of embrace,” but I have decided against that, because I actually think his poems alternate between acceptance and resistance. For both the French poets and the poets from Spain and South America, surrealism was linked to political revolution. Americans tend not to associate aesthetic choices with political action, but that is one of our many shortcomings. In “Poem for Wisconsin” and “Poem for Plutocrats,” Zapruder negotiates a seemingly impossible armistice between praise and critique, between justice and injustice.

My favorite poem in the collection, the lovely “I Drink Bronze Light,” shows Zapruder at his best–funny, humble, confident, observant, tender, self-aware, and best of all, approachable:

when it gets dark we will go
our skin still hot with radiation
to the new restaurant
and calmly discuss the election
things are going to get better
our wise choices fill us with peace
not to mention cake and such
a particular love like the one
I have for the green scrunchie
in her hair and the t-shirt
with the mermaid she wears
only when we go to sleep
I will be with her for a long time
because unlike Columbus
lying to his men about how far
they had gone and who first saw
light on the new continent
to all new things I discover
I mean no harm and do not
even secretly believe
anything I find on our journey
will make me live forever

Part political poem, part love poem, part self-critique, “I Drink Bronze Light” can serve as a microcosm of the entire collection. In almost every lyric, as in this poem, there is a moment of wonder, a moment of discovery. In a data-heavy, fact-driven, knowledge-hungry world, that is, as James Wright might say, a blessing.

Gillian Conoley, Peace
Omnidawn, $17.95

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As I transition to Gillian Conoley’s fine collection, Peace, I realize that all three of the books I write about here share an interest in ethics, or maybe it is more precise to say that they are each one attuned to the ethical. They go about it in different ways, of course, and take on different issues, but I see all three as a poetic groping toward the ethical, Conoley’s in particular.

This is not surprising in a book entitled Peace. It’s a bold title for a bold book. I had never thought of Conoley as an experimental writer before (though she has always been an edgy one), but in her new book, she innovates in a fantastic way. Like Brenda Hillman, Conoley uses pretty much every poetry tool at her disposal–she experiments with typography, she plays with titles, she scatters words across the page, she builds columns of words, she does wacky things with spacings, and she writes (without irony or arch) about peace. She has poems to Gandi, Johnny Cash, Anne Sexton, and Sylvia Plath, and she has poems to Peace. She puns on patience and patients. And she puns on peace.

If my depiction of the book thus far suggests it is a difficult collection to describe, then I have done my job. Unlike just about every other book by a contemporary American poet, Peace has no sections; it is simply an amalgamation of poems. There is a clear architecture, but like a Matthew Zapruder poem, it seems to be guided by an internal logic in which one idea morphs into the next. For example, three poems are titled “Experiments in Patience” but are broken up by other poems between them. One poem is officially titled “Peace,” and several others carry a heading of “[Peace]” but are, officially, untitled. These short lyrics appear in three groupings of three poems each–essentially forming a tryptich of tryptichs. They begin without capitalization and rarely use punctuation; an exception is the following:

contrary to history, to war’s punctuations
the almost dripping popsicle held from the body
on the head-buckled sidewalk, earth’s
involuntary memory to descent and ascend,
the round. the blue.
to begin all over again.

There’s that word “memory” again. No matter how hard we try, we can’t seem to forget it. It comes up in loss, in death, in revelation, in love, in war and in peace. Even so, a reader might ask, how is this particular poem about peace? I get the popsicle and the round and the blue, the reader might say, but where in this poem is the peace? Why doesn’t this poem bring the peace?

Well, I might answer, the poem is the peace.

In the first “Peace” poem, Conoley draws a direct comparison between the project of poetry and the project of peace:

 &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp It fell

 &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp &nbsp   of noon

                     weather-like

as in

          a poem the

sudden action of a single word

The sudden action of a single word, like, say, “peace” can arrest much the way a single poem can arrest. Again, I’m hyperlinked to Stevens and in particular his “Of Modern Poetry,” which like Conoley’s poem, turns on the notion of acting and action: “The poem of the mind in the act of finding / What will suffice / . . . It has to face the men of the time and to meet / The women of the time. It has to think about war / And it has to find what will suffice.”

Conoley’s poems do a great deal of thinking about war–a great deal of spacious, lyrical, emotional thinking. The book is a call for peace, but it is not a sermon. It advocates the peaceful, but it is not a call to (or a call to throw down your) arms. It is a political book but it rarely directly addresses politics. Like Stevens, Conoley wonders about the relationship between external and internal peace, or in the parlance of our times, global peace and what the new agers might call “inner peace.” And indeed in a poem like “Trying to Write a Poem about Gandhi,” those two worlds intersect before crashing into the world of “poetic peace,” a place I don’t think I’ve ever visited but which I hope exists.

Like Morrison (who is Conoley’s publisher), Conoley utilizes white space, which makes an otherwise long book (102 pages) feel much shorter than it is. Through her use of spacing, dropped lines, and heavy tabs, Conoley demonstrates how a poem is just as much a visual text as a lexical one. This technique also breaks up the book, making it much less lapidary than most other collections of similar length. It encourages active, experimental reading.

I found myself returning to the poem entitled “Begins,” which ironically ends the book. This twelve-stanza poem spreads out over twelve pages and seems to be the poet’s attempt to assemble the exploded, fragmented, disarrayed components of both this life and her life into a semblance of meaning. In one poem she writes, “I am ashamed that I would like to see inside / the skull of my daughter / and fix everything.” In another she confesses, “I don’t understand a thing.” In yet another she celebrates, “I love dancing because it makes me feel / strong and beautiful / and made of muscle and air,” and in the final poem she reaches out, “I wish you / each euphoriant ephemery / everything ought / to keep on going / I imagine my life.”

This final sentiment, this extension, this reach out to the world, is a kind of peace. Perhaps in the long run, the best kind.

Besides memory and ethics, another thread stitching these books together is a desire to create an intimate relationship with readers by way of reassuring us of our shared confusion. That may itself be confusing, but bear with me. Yes, sometimes we look to poetry for answers, which is why Neruda and Rainer Maria Rilke and Mary Oliver and Langston Hughes resonate so deeply. But sometimes we turn to poetry because we want to know that someone else, like Emily Dickinson or Jorie Graham or Terrance Hayes, has the same unanswerable questions we do. I found myself entering these poems more fully when I recognized in them my own uncertainties and anxieties. This is not to say we always seek our reflection in art, but rather we feel less confused and perhaps even less troubled by the world when smart, talented, perceptive artists, like Morrison, Conoley, and Zapruder acknowledge that they too are baffled by the world but are willing to take it on.

For This Pregnancy Photographer, Nature Is 'Where The Magic Happens'

Photographer and mother-of-two Ivette Ivens has a knack for capturing breathtaking images of pregnant mamas-to-be. Her secret? She takes her subjects outside — whatever the weather.

“This is where my ideas go out of the box, where clients loosen up, and where the magic happens,” Ivens told The Huffington Post. Looking at the photographer’s work, it’s easy to see the magic in the breezy, ethereal pictures of expectant mothers.

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A mom to two little boys, Ivens drew inspiration for her outdoor maternity photos from her own experiences with pregnancy. “The life growing inside of me made me notice the life around me, I felt such a strong connection with nature, like never before in my life,” she said Taking my models outside just felt … natural.”

Though the images of pregnant women baring their stomachs in the cold and snow has elicited concern from some viewers, Ivens told BoredPanda that these cold-weather sessions last no more than five minutes and take place right next to a heated vehicle.

Ultimately, the photographer aims to showcase the beauty of pregnancy to her subjects, viewers, and expectant moms everywhere. “I want to show that despite swollen feet, sicknesses, pain, they are goddesses and should feel like ones!”

To view more of Ivette Ivens’ maternity photos, keep scrolling and visit her Facebook page.

H/T BoredPanda

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