How To Slow Down And Enjoy The View By Retiring Overseas

By Jessica Ramesch, InternationalLiving.com
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Panama City, Panama
I’m sitting on a bench, looking out at the deep blue waters of Panama Bay. A row of tall palm trees lines the walkway in front of me. To my left is a small marina, and further off, the twinkling lights of the city’s impressive skyline. To my right, I can see the stately colonial facades of the historic district known as Casco Viejo. Little boats dot the waters by Casco’s famed fish market. Food stalls serve fresh ceviche and grilled fish to the many locals and visitors that come here to walk, jog, or just sit and enjoy the view.

When I lived in the States, I filled every minute of every day. I remember eating on the go more often than not, seeing family and friends too infrequently, and feeling stressed out. I had a junky diet, lower back pain, and got headaches all the time. Then, in 2005, I moved to Panama City. And living here forced me to learn some valuable lessons. Forced me to learn to slow down and take deep breaths.

These days I go with the flow and give myself permission. Permission to just sit and gaze out at the bay. It’s what I call my new “zero-stress” lifestyle — a term I learned here, as well. It’s a common refrain amongst Panamanians. Cero estrés. It can mean all sorts of things: Don’t stress about being a little late. Don’t worry if it doesn’t get done today. The message is always the same: there’s no point in getting all stressed out.
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Panama City, Panama
Granted, people here have grown up with the cero estrés attitude, while I had to learn it. It took me time. My first year here I would get frustrated if a taxi didn’t “follow the rules” or if the electrician “didn’t understand punctuality.” But over time I saw how much happier locals and longtime expats were. It’s not that they never got anything done or were never on time. This country is surprisingly First World, for all its Latin flair. But people here don’t sweat the small stuff. They go with the flow and make plenty of allowances.

Now I have a new group of friends that let me be myself. When I go out to run errands, I encounter patience and understanding. Take for example the most popular local bank, Banco General. When I don’t understand something, my banking rep sits with me to explain. She even gave me her personal cell phone number … imagine that happening in North America. Not likely!
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Panama City, Panama
The same is true of my chiropractor and my dermatologist, who both speak perfect English. Most of the people I have to deal with on a regular basis are generous with their time and happy to chat with me. I’ve also found that schedules and rules can be a little more flexible here. I can’t tell you how many times people have waived small fees or let me off with a warning instead of a parking ticket. All it took from me was a smile and a polite hola, gracias, or por favor. (Or disculpe … that’s for when you want to apologize for speeding.)

So I’m happier, they’re happier, and so it goes, round and round. That’s my zero-stress lifestyle in Panama City. Sure, no place is perfect … Panama has its faults. People here aren’t quite as patient when they get behind the wheel of a car. But over the past few years my back pain has diminished. Headaches are occasional nuisances rather than frequent visitors. I feel good. Really good. And that’s all that matters.

This article comes to us courtesy of InternationalLiving.com the world’s leading authority on how to live, work, invest, travel, and retire better overseas.

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Katrina Pierson's Scorched-Earth Path To The Top Of Donald Trump's Campaign

WASHINGTON — Katrina Pierson has shown an astonishing ability to fail upward. That she has fallen high enough to land a job as the chief spokeswoman for Donald Trump says as much about her as it does about her new boss.

Pierson has become one of the most-booked cable TV news stars this election cycle, appearing multiple times a day to defend Trump and spar with Republican and Democratic pundits alike.

Preternaturally unflappable, Pierson is in many ways Trump’s opposite, having risen to her position overcoming staggering obstacles. But just like Trump, she’s left chaos and carnage in her wake — she was booted as a volunteer on Ted Cruz’s Senate campaign, her attempt to oust a House Republican as a tea party insurgent failed, and the political action committee she worked for was labeled a “scam.” Each time, she only emerged stronger.

“You don’t rise in politics by leaving a trail of destruction everywhere you go,” said Texas GOP consultant Matt Mackowiak, who has known Pierson since she worked on Cruz’s campaign in 2012. “Katrina is the exception to that,” he told The Huffington Post. 

Pierson, who did not respond to requests to comment for this story, emerged on the national Republican scene as a prominent tea party activist in Texas. Her inspiring up-by-her-bootstraps life story made her an instant star within conservative circles.

You don’t rise in politics by leaving a trail of destruction everywhere you go. Katrina is the exception to that.
Texas GOP consultant Matt Mackowiak

Pierson was born Katrina Lanette Shaddix in Wichita, Kansas in 1976. She has said that she was born because her grandfather would not allow her mother, who was 14 when she became pregnant, to have an abortion. Pierson does not often speak of her father publicly, other than to say that he is African-American (her mother is white). She told conservative radio host Glenn Beck that her mother tried to give her up for adoption, but the local agency in Texas “didn’t specialize in biracial babies, so my mother was sent to Kansas to give birth to me and give me up for adoption.” She said her mother changed her mind and brought her back to Texas.

Pierson’s birth story is part of her conservative credentialing. “People always ask me how I became so conservative considering where I came from,” she told Beck. “And the simple answer is I just lived it.”

In speeches, Pierson has recalled the difficulty she faced growing up on “the side of the tracks that most people forget about.” She’s described her home as an abusive one and has said her mother was “very much codependent on government and then very much codependent on drugs.”

Pierson also became pregnant as a teen, and gave birth to a son in 1996. She married her son’s father in 1997, but filed for divorce less than a year later.

In 1997, a 20-year-old Pierson was arrested in a Texas JCPenney for allegedly attempting to steal $168 worth of clothing. According to the police report, Pierson said she needed the clothing for a job interview. She pleaded no contest and was given deferred adjudication.

Yet Pierson persevered. She earned a bachelor’s degree in biology from the University of Texas at Dallas in 2006 and took a job in sales at the pharmaceutical company Sanofi-Aventis.

Pierson’s detractors and allies alike say they are still inspired by how far she’s come. “I have watched Katrina withstand some of the fiercest storms, yet no matter the controversy, she continues to be a solid refuge of strength for so many,” said conservative pundit Scottie Hughes.

Pierson says she was spurred to join the conservative movement in 2008, after President Barack Obama attracted controversy for saying he had decided to stop wearing an American flag pin on his lapel.

“The first thing was that he did not wear the flag lapel pin, and actually put up an argument against wearing the flag lapel pin on his jacket, which should just be understood,” Pierson said in a 2011 interview. “You’re running for the president of the United States and you won’t wear the flag? That was very upsetting to me.”

Once she got involved in politics, she employed a brand of eyebrow-raising rhetoric that quickly launched her to tea party stardom.

Pierson identifies herself as African-American in interviews and court documents. She has referred to Obama as the “head negro” and criticized him for not truly being African-American — even though both were born to a white mother and black father. “Perfect Obama’s dad born in Africa, Mitt Romney’s dad born in Mexico. Any pure breeds left?” she tweeted in 2012.

She’s kept that up on the Trump campaign trail, drawing attention for wearing a necklace made of bullets on national television. She defended her decision by saying “maybe I’ll wear a fetus next time” to protest abortion.

Pierson leveraged her days as a volunteer for the Cruz campaign to pick up cable news appearances and speaking gigs in which she praised the candidate. Her tone then was remarkably softer than it’s become today.

In a 2012 interview with Fox News’ Megyn Kelly, she argued that Cruz was a “walking testament to immigrants who have fled their countries to seek freedom and achieved the American dream.”

Four years later, Pierson has taken up Trump’s line that Cruz was ineligible to run for president because he was born in Canada.

“According to the time he was born, there might be some requirements that his mother may have had to go through and maybe didn’t,” Pierson said of Cruz’s eligibility.

While her time volunteering for Cruz earned her publicity, she was controversial within the campaign. Other Cruz volunteers and staffers say they thought Pierson didn’t put in enough work, and they were skeptical of her behavior around Cruz.

“She would always act extremely self-important around Ted, even when she wasn’t in an official capacity. She’d act like she was getting close to him, trying to make herself look like she was actually on the campaign team,” said one former Cruz staffer who asked to remain anonymous. “Kat tried to take everything over and act like she had some kind of unique relationship with Ted.”

This apparently did not sit well with Cruz’s wife, Heidi. Mackowiak and other Cruz campaign staffers tell HuffPost that it was Heidi Cruz who eventually pushed Pierson out. Cruz’s spokesperson declined to comment for this story.

Despite being iced from the campaign, sources close to Cruz say Pierson assumed she would end up having a job with him in the Senate, but no job ever materialized. Rejected, Pierson decided to launch a primary challenge against Rep. Pete Sessions (R-Texas) in 2014. She accused Sessions of abandoning his conservative principles and not doing enough to stop Obama’s Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act.

Even though Pierson had alienated Cruz’s wife and many of his allies, she still tried to get Cruz’s endorsement in that race, according to former Cruz staffers. Cruz chose not to endorse Pierson, but Cruz’s father, Rafael, endorsed her as “a strong conservative” who “wants to do what’s right.”

I have worked my ass off at the grassroots since 2009 for zero dollars. They just don’t understand what it stands for, so they’re going to criticize it.
Katrina Pierson

But Pierson’s detractors used her past against her on the campaign trail, accusing her of hypocrisy for receiving $11,000 in unemployment benefits during her time volunteering for the Cruz campaign — despite the fact that she frequently criticized government benefits as a candidate.  

There was speculation that her campaign was more of a vanity run to elevate her profile and get on television than a serious primary challenge.

“She didn’t raise any real money. Her campaign didn’t do that much grassroots,” said Mackowiak. “It was almost a scam of a campaign.”

Sessions cruised to victory.

After her failed bid for Congress, Pierson became a spokesperson for the Tea Party Leadership Fund, a political action committee that has been labeled a “scam PAC” for spending almost 90 percent of the donations it received to support conservative candidates on expenses such as salaries and consulting.  

Pierson defended herself from critics in an interview with Politico. “I have worked my ass off at the grassroots since 2009 for zero dollars,” Pierson said. “They just don’t understand what it stands for, so they’re going to criticize it.”

Hughes said that Pierson’s political malleability isn’t driven by greed or hunger for fame, but by her desire to provide a good life for her son. “I always get a chuckle at those who label her ambition as being selfish and in her own interest,” said Hughes. “Those who get the chance to know her personally find it obvious her motivation is in providing for her son.”

In 2015, as Republican presidential campaigns began to staff up, Pierson once again contacted Cruz allies, hoping she could find a way back onto the team, according to former staffers for Cruz’s presidential campaign. When it became clear that the Cruz camp wasn’t interested in bringing Pierson back on board, she aligned herself with Trump.

Still a favorite for cable news, Pierson defended Trump and advocated for him every chance she got. Her efforts paid off: Last November, Trump hired her as his spokesperson.

I always get a chuckle at those who label her ambition as being selfish and in her own interest. Those who get the chance to know her personally find it obvious her motivation is in providing for her son.
Conservative pundit Scottie Hughes

Pierson has proven to be a highly effective face for the Trump campaign, appearing multiple times a day on Fox News, MSNBC and CNN to defend her boss’s most controversial statements and policies with a studied calm.

Like Trump, she is unbothered by contradictions. Though she is now the chief spokeswoman for the most overtly race-baiting campaign in modern politics — one that decries political correctness at every turn — she once accused her boss at Sanofi-Aventis of racially discriminating against her.

According to the suit Pierson filed against the company in 2010, her supervisor “willfully discriminated against her on the basis of her race, was rude and condescending to Pierson, speaking down to her as if she were a child” and failed “to provide her with advanced notice of periodic training tests.” The suit also alleged that Pierson’s supervisor “treated Pierson differently than Caucasian employees in that she did not allow Pierson a personal choice about when to take her vacation days.”

Pierson’s suit sought compensation for lost wages, potential future lost wages, mental anguish, emotional pain, suffering, inconvenience and loss of enjoyment of life.

Her employer denied all the allegations, and the case was eventually settled out of court for an undisclosed sum.

Sometimes, though, Pierson’s experience and Trump’s rage marry up. Pierson struggled through a long court battle with her ex-husband over custody of their son, something she has drawn on in her talking points for Trump. She accused the judge in her custody case of having a political bias against her.

“I spent the last year fighting a liberal judge in the 254th District Court of Dallas County,” Pierson said at a 2010 tea party rally. “Because not only did he try to take my child from me, but he then tried to deny my right to a trial. And his response to that was, ‘Well I’m a judge, I can do whatever I want.'”

Reached for comment, the presiding judge in the case, David Hanschen, said he had no recollection of Pierson or the case, but told HuffPost he would have never done any of the things Pierson alleges.  

Trump has also weaponized Pierson’s animosity toward Cruz. Her time on the campaign indirectly led to what was perhaps the most bizarre news cycle in the most bizarre election in memory, when the National Enquirer dropped a story in March alleging that Cruz had not one but five secret mistresses. 

Trump is widely known to be close to David Pecker, CEO of the Enquirer. The story certainly has the appearance of coming directly from Republican consultant and sometime Trump adviser Roger Stone. Cruz himself publicly blamed Stone for planting the story, even though he has denied doing so.

But Stone is the only person quoted on the record in the article, insisting that these rumors have been “swirling around Cruz for some time.” Known as one of the dirtiest players in politics, Stone lived up to his reputation in the aftermath of the story’s publication. When Cruz alluded to Stone’s Nixonian nickname — the term of art for somebody in Stone’s business is a “ratfucker” — Stone fired back in the most misogynistic way possible: “Knowing what a couple of these women look like, I actually think he’s the one that’s been copulating with rodents.” 

While there is no reason to believe the story is even remotely true, it landed at the perfect time for Trump, just as Cruz was rallying anti-Trump forces for a final showdown.

Among the blurred photos of Cruz’s alleged mistresses in the Enquirer piece is one widely believed to be Pierson. People involved with the Cruz campaign said that they felt Pierson had long tried to create the false impression that she and Cruz were close — so close, even, that they might be having an affair. 

“A lot of homewreckers actually want to have the affair, whereas, Katrina may not want to have the affair, but wants you to think your husband is cheating,” said Mackowiak, whose version of the story was backed up by three other Cruz campaign aides. All said the same thing: There was no affair, but Pierson seemed fine with the impression that there may be one.

While Pierson denied claims that she was among the women featured in the Enquirer story, she did not exactly scuttle the rumors about the other women. 

A Trump campaign that thrives on conspiracy theories and preys on the anxieties and suspicions of its flock couldn’t find a better spokeswoman.

Editor’s note: Donald Trump regularly incites political violence and is a serial liarrampant xenophoberacistmisogynist and birther who has repeatedly pledged to ban all Muslims — 1.6 billion members of an entire religion — from entering the U.S.

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Chilling Out On The Other Side Of 55

This article was originally published on BetterAfter50.com.

I understand more and more as I age how time passes without any marker of accomplishment. Up through my mid-50s this was not OK as my greatest satisfaction was setting a goal and finishing.

Deadlines have driven me to accomplish things I never imagined possible, such as becoming a yoga teacher at 48, running a marathon at 55 or launching Betterafter50.com that same year. In my late 50s those kinds of goals feel more like a job and I’m no longer reaching for those huge markers.

In my late 50s I’ve noticed a big shift. I seem to be craving more hang out — chill out and see what comes up stuff. I’m not saying I don’t want to win my tennis matches or improve my handicap at golf. I’m not throwing off my Fitbit. I’m just saying that I now approach any “personal best” with a gentler inner voice. I’m just not as tough on myself as I used to be. Maybe I’ve softened.

The other side of 55 looks a lot different than the first half. It really is softer over here, less intense, kinder and more forgiving and less critical. In fact, I’m beginning to lighten up about routines that I’d been quite rigid about.

For instance, writing and finishing my weekly blog for www.betterafter50.com in a “timely” allotted writing timeframe was a weekly personal challenge that created an intense adrenaline rush. Now there’s less adrenaline and more joy in the process and I no longer torture myself.

So what’s different? I actually believe the shift in the process of writing this blog each week is a concrete example of how my attitude has softened in my late 50s. Specifically, I would vigilantly try to eliminate all distractions in order to write … creating a self-imposed exile.

Lately, interferences and distractions are welcome visitors to my writing space. With the door open this process has become a whole lot more playful and creative.

This week I decided to observe how the distractions during the writing of this piece entered my space.

  1. Taking A Seat: I sat down at my kitchen counter on my favorite stool and opened my MacBook Air.
  2. Computer Cleanse: A Sophos Anti-Virus alert came on and I had to take a moment to purge the Bots who had invaded my computer. This is a pleasure to do … like running a disposal full of smelly old food. Cleansing!
  3. Husband: My husband walked in a little early from his golf game and I got a delicious hug and a few minutes of chit chat.
  4. Hunger: Without fail every time I sit to down to write I get hungry. Since my friend sent me a new “detox” diet today — I am extra hungry thinking about what I cannot eat. I made myself some hot water with lemon and pretended that was filling.
  5. Refrigerator Distraction: When I went to look for the lemon in the fridge I noted the two cauliflowers I had bought a few days ago. They needed to be roasted or else … The prep would just take a minute. So, I quickly cut them up, tossed with a bit of olive oil, my favorite Maldon salt and some cool spice I’d bought in Israel two years ago which still smelled like the Middle Eastern market. Bake at 400 and sit back down to write for 45 minutes until done.
  6. First Words: I settled on a title for my unwritten piece and as I typed the words (which would be changed five times), I thought about my 88-year-old mother-in-law. I hadn’t called her this week and decided just one quick call would make a world of difference to her. It did. We had a lovely chat … I hope she remembers I called.
  7. First paragraph: Crafting an opening sentence is a gateway drug for me. Once I’ve got an opener my fingers usually fly over the keyboard … and that’s just what happened. However, mid-sentence, my phone rang on my laptop. I now get phone calls on my computer. I have no idea how that happened. It was my sister calling and I was happy to hear from her. I told her I was starting to write about distractions. She promised me a good distraction and we laughed. We talked about our kids a bit and then said goodbye.
  8. Tapping away madly to finish before the cauliflower was done I was in full swing and then the computer rang again. It was my son Jake’s girlfriend. Yeah! I was delighted. We had a great chat and then Jake jumped on the call and we all Facetimed with my husband too. We talked about their next visit, which made my day. Twenty minutes later I was back to my writing.
  9. Typing, tapping, free flowing I was now on a roll until I smelled the cauliflower burning … perfect I love it crispy.
  10. A few minutes later I’d finished the first draft and felt pleased.

I had started this piece hoping to get a handle on how I’ve changed in my late-50s. What I learned is I’m no longer mad at myself for being distracted. The reality is I’m now embracing life’s distractions and bringing them into my creative process … and there’s spillover into the rest of my life. Feeling less rigid and spontaneous is a relief and way fun. This stage of life brings me so much more joy.

Who Knew?

What are your strategies for getting a task done … how have they changed over time?

 
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'Waltons' Actress Ronnie Claire Edwards Dead At 83

LOS ANGELES (Variety.com) – Ronnie Claire Edwards, best known for her portrayal of Corabeth Godsey in the 1971 series “The Waltons,” has died, according to a post on her Facebook page. She was 83.

Edwards made her debut in the third season of “The Waltons” as a mousy spinster who, after some persuasion from John (Ralph Waite) and Olivia (Michael Learned), hesitantly marries storekeeper Ike Godsey after his proposal following their first date. She appeared in over 100 episodes.

Though “The Waltons” was her most recognizable role, the Oklahoma-born actress began her career in 1963, starring as Sally in “All the Way Home.” She appeared in multiple miniseries and TV movies afterwards including “The American Parade,” “Paper Moon” and “This Is The West That Was.”

Edwards‘ acting career spanned several decades, also landing roles in “Guess Who’s Coming to Dinner” and “Star Trek: The Next Generation.” In 1995, she reprised her role as Corabeth in “A Walton Wedding” and again in 1997’s “A Walton Easter.” She appeared in her last TV series, “12 Miles of Bad Road,” in 2007.

Edwards also wrote a play titled “Idols of the King” with Allen Crowe which dealt with the passionate fans of Elvis Presley.

She had been living in Dallas until her death.

Here she is in a scene from “The Waltons.”

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At Age 53, I'm About To Become a U.S. Citizen

Less than 10 hours from now, I will be sworn in as a naturalized citizen of the United States of America.

So tonight, instead of writing this, I should be upstairs picking out my outfit and setting my alarm clock. Or I should be going through the checklist of this latest and final round of required USCIS paperwork.

And, really, if we’re talking ‘shoulds’ here, I should be excited to wave some flags and sing some anthems. I should be happy.

Despite the divided and vitriolic state of things in this election year, I am not entirely unhappy.

More than happy, after almost 30 years of living in the USA, I’m incredulous.

One winter night 29-and-a-half years ago, I stood on a freezing pavement outside JFK Airport.

Earlier, on the seven-hour transatlantic plane journey, I had been so petrified that I had chawed my right thumbnail to the point of bleeding. After the seemingly endless immigration queue, I trekked across the arrivals terminal where my newbie questions and odd accent obviously ticked off the airport information woman.

Then, standing outside on the pavement, I hoisted my rucksack higher and kept gawking the wrong way as I waited for my upstate-bound bus that I assumed would drive down the left — not the right — side of the road.

I had $200 cash in my jeans pocket and of course, back then, there were no credit cards or cell phones or Plan Bs. On that freezing December night, I would never have believed that, on a future night, the middle-aged me would sit here on the eve of my citizenship fretting about my middle-aged bedtime.

But even more preposterous would be the prospect of me sitting here with my laptop, in my armchair, in my house, in my town and neighborhood.

The key word here?

“My.”

See, on that pavement outside JFK, almost nothing was mine. That $200 in my jeans pocket? The night before my departure, I had borrowed it from a family member. My jean jacket — which turned out to be useless for a New York winter — was a left-behind from an ex-boyfriend.

More important: When you come of age in a country where the female script has already been written for you, when you spend most of your young-adult life and brain power trying to squish yourself into that square-peg role and life, you can barely pronounce that possessive pronoun, “my.”

Now, if I have any advice for contemporary newbie immigrants, it would be this: A new country does not auto-spawn a new you.

Long after I had settled in here, for years and years, those voices still drifted across the Atlantic. Those old fingers wagged. Those old teeth clicked and tut-tutted: Oh! No! That’s not for rural and working class girls like you.

Then, a decade or two in, those voices began to fade. No, scratch that. “Fade,” isn’t the right infinitive here. Those voices got overlaid, got shouted down by a new script that said, “Heck, girl, why not you?”

These days I wonder if that sassy voice was there all along. All it needed was a much larger and more anonymous amphitheater.

Now, even in these most uncivil and un-civic of American times, I find myself quoting from one of my favorite authors, who, incidentally, has cited his American citizenship ceremony as one of the most emotional events of his life.

In his bestselling book, “Cutting for Stone,” Ethiopian-born physician-writer Abraham Verghese wrote:

That’s the thing about America, the blessed thing. As many people as there are to hold you back, there are angels whose humanity make up for all the others. I’ve had my share of angels.

Me, too, Mr. Verghese. And, lucky me, my angels were loud and insistent — even when I was trying very hard not to listen. Even when it was much easier to stay stuck in that not-for-girls-like-me comfort zone.

As I sit here writing this, I could list those angels’ names, the folks who saw something in me and gave me a chance to prove my professional and personal chops.

But enough about me.

Tomorrow will be all about patriotism, citizenry and nation-hood. Tomorrow will be all about country.

Dare I say it yet?

My country.

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One Year Later, Arizona Real Estate Investor Still Missing

Thursday marks one year since Sidney “Sid” Cranston Jr., a 40-year-old real estate investor, mysteriously disappeared in Kingman, Arizona.

For Chris Cranston, days are draining, nights are long and thoughts of his missing brother are haunting.

“It’s hard to put my feelings into words,” Chris told The Huffington Post. “Heartbreaking may be the best way to describe it — heartbreaking, frustrating and debilitating. It’s not something I would wish on anyone.”

While authorities have yet to find Cranston or his remains, they are no longer treating the case as a missing person investigation.

“Until the cause of his disappearance can be determined, the investigation is being treated as a homicide investigation,” Kingman deputy police Chief Rusty Cooper said in a Wednesday press release. “This investigation has been a high priority and we are determined to solve his disappearance and bring to justice those who may be responsible.”

On the day of his disappearance — June 16, 2015 — Cranston told friends he had business to take care of and that he’d be attending a meeting later that day with the Kingman City Council regarding a sewage permit for one of his properties.

Cranston, an engineer by trade, owned Done Right Engineering. He also held the deeds to nearly 50 properties in northwestern Arizona. Most were purchased at tax sales. Some were fixer-uppers that he planned to renovate and flip.

Cranston never showed up for the meeting and failed to return to a friend’s home that night, prompting a missing person report with police.

The investigation into Cranston’s disappearance revealed that his phone had pinged a tower near the Hualapai Mountains on the afternoon of his disappearance. The area of those pings is where police and volunteers have been focusing much of their search efforts.

“I have personally gone out 10 times and searched,” said Chris Cranston, who often travels from his home in New York to assist in the investigation. “I’d say we’ve covered several square miles at this point and have been able to eliminate most of those areas. We still don’t have Sid, so I don’t know how many more times we will have to do it, but we’ll do whatever it takes.”

Al Blanco, a local who helped manage Cranston’s property rentals, told police he had lunch with Cranston on the day of his disappearance at a property Blanco was working on in the 1700 block of Club Avenue. It’s the same property where Cranston’s motorcycle was found after his disappearance.

While police are not revealing many details, Arizona’s ABC 15 News reported last year that Blanco’s cell phone pinged the same tower Cranston’s did on the day of his disappearance. Police have declined to say what significance this has, if any.

In the days that followed Cranston’s disappearance, his ex-wife, Jody Nelson, said she received an unexpected visit from the police.

“They had two pictures of rings that had been sold at a pawn shop the day after Sid disappeared, and they wanted to know if I could identify them,” Nelson told HuffPost in November. “I was able to identify the one ring as Sid’s wedding band. He had changed it over to his right hand after we got divorced, but still wore the ring because he liked it and it was worth money.”

Chris said authorities know who sold his brother’s rings. However, investigators have yet to release that information.

“We have not publicly named any suspects at this time, but there are people we are interested in,” FBI Special Agent Desirae Tolhurst told HuffPost. Tolhurst’s agency recently began assisting local police in the investigation.

Cranston’s disappearance remains a mystery, and his brother has tried everything he can think of to locate him. In addition to assisting in search efforts, Chris hired a private investigator, launched an awareness campaign on social media and took his brother’s story and pictures to the media in hope that someone, somewhere, might have information.

But investigators still have no idea where Cranston — who would now be 41 — is today.

“The problem searching at this point is, it’s possible we’ve walked right over him and don’t even know it,” Chris said. “With the passage of time, even with dogs it becomes difficult to find someone if they’re buried.”

Chris Cranston is urging anyone with information that could solve the case — including the person or persons responsible — to come forward.

“Own your actions, clear your conscience and take responsibility,” he said. “Do the right thing and help our family before it’s too late.”

“They’re going to solve this case, and they’re going to be coming for you,” he went on. “It’s going to be a hell of a lot easier if you do the right thing now, because it’s only going to get worse. Sooner or later you’re going to pay the piper.”

The Cranston family has started a GoFundMe page to help cover their search expenses. They’ve also created a Facebook page to share updates on those efforts.

Sid Cranston is described as being 5 feet 9 inches and 162 pounds, with brown hair, blue eyes and light facial hair. He was last seen wearing a gray ball cap, prescription glasses, a white, sleeveless T-shirt, blue jeans and multicolored tennis shoes.

Anyone with information on this case is asked to call the Kingman Police Department at 928-753-1911 or Silent Witness at 928-753-1234. Silent Witness and the Cranston family have offered cash rewards for information.

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