Apple Granted Patent That Hints At Augmented Reality Plans

apple ar patentWith all the focus being on augmented and virtual reality at the moment, it isn’t surprising to see many companies react to this trend. While it has not been officially announced by Apple, word on the street is that the Cupertino company is looking into developing augmented and virtual reality tech of their own.

Now thanks to a recently discovered patent, it seems that Apple’s plans for augmented reality might have been hinted at. The patent in question is for a “Transparent electronic device”, in which a transparent display will be used to display information overlaid on top of real-world objects, which is more or less how augmented reality will work.

For example users could hold the device up to paintings and have information about the painting, like the style, history, artist, and so on come up on the screen. The use of a transparent display will make it easier to see what you are pointing at. Like we said, Apple’s interest in the technology is well-documented.

The company acquired augmented reality company Metaio back in 2015, and we have also heard reports that they have been hiring engineers that are experts in the technology, such as those who used to work at Microsoft on the HoloLens. In any case this patent certainly does not guarantee that we will be seeing augmented reality capable iPhones in the future, but if anything it looks like Apple’s interest in the tech is there.

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Sony Unveils PS VR Aim Controller, Promises 1:1 Tracking

sony ps vr aim controllerWith virtual reality being such an immersive technology, it is important the controllers of the device are well-tuned, meaning that it should respond with relatively no lag and how you move in real-life should represent how you move in the game. Imagine a set of controllers where lifting your arm slightly results in you swinging your arms wildly in the game, probably not a good idea, right?

Now for those who are looking forward to enjoying FPS titles in virtual reality, you will be pleased to learn that Sony has announced an accessory for the PlayStation VR called the PS VR Aim Controller. This is basically a gun-like controller and while we’ve seen gun controllers before, Sony is boasting 1:1 tracking.

What does this mean? This means that how you hold and where you point the controller in real-life will be where the gun is pointed at in the game. This gun was announced alongside a new FPS title called Farpoint and according to the game’s developer Impulse Gear, this will result in an FPS game unlike no other.

Presumably the accessory will also be compatible with future titles, but for now it looks like Farpoint is one of the games that we know it will be compatible with. Unfortunately there is no word on how much the accessory will cost, but hopefully it won’t be too expensive.

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MacBook Pro Concept With OLED Touch Panel Dates Back To 2014

One of the hottest rumors right now, and possibly even hotter than that of the iPhone 7, is that this year’s MacBook Pro refresh will be huge. Sure, we can expect the usual hardware improvements to processor, battery, graphics, and so on, but a rumor has hinted that Apple could be doing away with the function keys and replacing it with an OLED touch panel strip instead.

Following the rumor, we’ve seen concept images which frankly speaking look amazing, but it seems that this concept is actually rather old. According to a report from The Verge, a designer and developer by the name of Łukasz Majer actually cooked up the concept back in 2014 and this is an idea that he actually sent in to Apple, or at least that’s what he claims.

His concept, dubbed iKeys, operates like how we imagine it would, as in it will be contextual depending on what the user is doing at the time. Now given that Majer claims he sent in the idea to Apple, we have to wonder if maybe Apple could have “borrowed” his idea for their MacBook Pro refresh.

At the same time given that Apple probably has a massive patent library, who’s to say that they did not think of this first? That being, it is still a rumor for now, albeit a bit more credible especially considering that KGI Securities analyst Ming-Chi Kuo is the source, but it’s still a good idea to take it with a grain of salt for now.

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These Are The Macs That Are Compatible With macOS Sierra

macOS_Sierra_SiriYesterday Apple announced macOS Sierra, which is essentially a rebranded OS X and the latest operating system for Apple’s Mac computers. Now obviously the OS update brings a ton of new features and changes to the platform, like support for Siri, auto unlock, and more, so the question is, will your Mac be able to support it?

For those who are wondering if whether or not they will be needing to make an upgrade, one of Apple’s slides during WWDC revealed which Macs will be compatible, and the good news is that it looks like support will go back at least 7 years. For those who own the 2009 or later iMac or MacBook (when it was still made of plastic), you guys are safe.

As for other Macs, as long as your MacBook Air, MacBook Pro, Mac mini, or Mac Pro was bought in 2010 or later, you will good to go as well. This covers a fair number of Mac computers, so if you were worried that you’d need a new Mac for the rebranded macOS, chances are unless your Mac is still one of those candy-colored computers, you’ll be fine.

Note that there are many older Macs that were compatible with OS X El Capitan that have not made the list. macOS Sierra has been set for a release later this year, but developers who are part of the preview program can look forward to a beta next month.

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Sony PlayStation VR Confirmed For October 13 Launch

playstation_vrEarlier this year Sony announced that the PlayStation VR would be available in October, but the company did not specify when exactly in October that gamers can get their hands on it. During their E3 presentation, Sony finally revealed the date that we can look forward to, which is set for the 13th of October, 2016.

Just in case you forgot, the PlayStation VR is priced at $399 and in terms of dedicated VR headsets, it is the cheapest of the lot although gamers will need to own a PS4 in order to operate it. However compared to the HTC Vive and Oculus Rift, both of which require some pretty demanding specs, it is still a cheaper option at the end of the day.

So far the HTC Vive has been receiving the most favorable reviews compared to the Oculus Rift, so it will be interesting to see where the PlayStation VR will stand, although given that it is aimed more at the console gamer, we reckon it will probably appeal to a more gamer-centric audience, versus the Rift and the Vive which can be used for non-gaming purposes.

In the meantime Sony has also announced games compatible with the PlayStation VR, like the new Resident Evil 7 biohazard and Batman: Arkham VR, just to name a few.

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15 Tweets That Will Totally Make Sense To Long-Married Couples

It’s not until you’ve been married for a few decades that the wedding vow “till death do us part” takes on a whole new meaning. 

After the whirlwind romance, honeymoon and puppy love, here’s what long-term commitment looks like as told by some hilarious tweets.

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From Golden Boy To Fool's Gold: The Decline Of Paul Ryan

It is strange to see Paul Ryan looking like the subject of a hostage video.

This, of course, is the effect of being confronted by reporters with the existence of Donald Trump. But Ryan became a prisoner long ago – first, of the rigidity of his ideas; second, of his party’s fratricide and incoherence. Beneath the narcissistic railings of a carnival barker Ryan surely hears the premonitory echoes of his own political demise.

True, Ryan has more going for him than the right – wing lumpenproletariat of the House Republican caucus, whose shrill rhetoric and dull intellect reflect the primitive world of gerrymandered districts, separated by talk radio from the reality which lies beyond.

He radiates clean living, with the pleasantly sharp featured and sincere affect of a dedicated high school gym teacher. Buoyed by his Catholic faith and a secure and prosperous family, he endured losses while still young -the sudden death of his father, a grandmother afflicted with Alzheimer’s. He became serious before his time, a hard worker in and out of school. He was marked for leadership early.

Politics does not seem to have changed his essence. He sleeps in his office, goes home to his family in Wisconsin as soon and often as he can. His pursuits are the same – hunting and fishing – and so are his friends from youth. By all appearances, he is as grounded as politics allows. And, more than his Republican peers, he has a passion for ideas.

But here, for many, lies the problem – those ideas, too, are rooted in his youth. Specifically, college – that heady time of imbalance between intellectual self – confidence and one’s actual experience of life.

Most of us recover. But Ryan, perhaps, less than most. Thus his distressingly attenuated enthusiasm for the novels of Ayn Rand. Though the young Ryan was also devoted to the free market abstractions of Friedrich Hayek and Ludwig von Mises, Rand became his intellectual wellspring.

For those whose short memories confer a certain mercy, a refresher course. In the estimate of critics, Rand’s prose style was turgid and declamatory. But the real problem is her worldview.

In Rand’s telling, altruism is a sham, social consciousness a cover for envy of one’s betters, government the enemy of individual enterprise. Only the creative selfishness practiced by a small class of capitalist superpeople- the sole characters for whom Rand does not feel a withering contempt – can rise above our collective mediocrity.

This is social Darwinism run amok – a Hobbesian landscape in which, quite telling, no children appear to complicate her avatars’ single-minded pursuit of wealth. It is a world which has never existed, and never will, save in the minds of readers privileged enough – and, in candor, white enough -to imagine it in safety.

To say the least, Rand’s appeal to the political lab rats who comprise the Republican base – embattled white and blue collar folks – is roughly zero. But such has been Ryan’s enthusiasm for Rand that, until it became an embarrassment, it seemed near – boundless.

Well into his congressional career, he credited Rand for inspiring him to enter public service; cited her as the source of his value system; and required his staffers to read her novels. “Ayn Rand,” he asserted, “did the best job of anybody making a moral case for capitalism.” Even now, his quarrel is not with her dystopian economics, but her atheism.

Thus the yawning gulf – too little noted for far too long – between the philosophy of Paul Ryan and the actual lives of Republican base voters to whom he must appeal.

Start with the epynomous “Ryan Budget.”

For lack of competition, Ryan has become the GOP’s “serious thinker” on fiscal matters. In college, a friend recalls, Ryan’s serious thinking centered on vigorous advocacy of trickle – down economics. Problem is, it still does.

In its various iterations, the Ryan Budget offers enormous tax cuts for the wealthy; eliminates taxation of capital gains, dividends and interest; and abolishes the corporate income and estate tax. Some versions partially privatize Social Security; privatize Medicare; fund Medicaid through block grants to the states; and eliminate the tax exclusion for employer – sponsored health insurance. Other versions decimate Medicaid and eliminate Obamacare without anything to take its place.

In a time when many students are buckling under the weight of student loans, the Ryan plan tightens eligibility for Pell grants, drastically reducing the potential beneficiaries while shrinking the amounts available. Student loans begin accruing interest while the students are still in school. And, ironically, Ryan champions the for – profit colleges which, in many cases, are an expensive consumer fraud paid for by looting Pell grants.

None of these proposals address the needs of those embattled workers on whom the GOP depends. But Ryan advocates these measures as a grown-up effort to balance the budget. Far from it, for the plans are rooted in wishful thinking, calculated evasions, and lousy math. This is ideology, not budgeting. And it marks Ryan’s besetting weakness: a preference for philosophy over fact.

Examples? Ryan’s math depends on a hoary assumption which has been empirically disproven time and again – that tax cuts at the top increase economic growth and, like magic, generate more tax revenues. Thus Ryan skips over enormous revenue losses which will inevitably explode the deficit.

But his intellectual dishonesty is far more comprehensive. He proposes to eliminate tax loopholes and deductions – which remain nameless. And he assumes zero growth in domestic discretionary spending – which, according to Paul Krugman, means a 25% cut adjusted for inflation and increased population.

This would further slash spending on transportation, education, housing, health – related research, veterans’ assistance, homeland security, the justice system and environmental protection. Ryan spells out none of this.

Inescapably, the plan punishes the most vulnerable. It cuts down on food stamps, unemployment insurance and, of course, entitlement programs which can be reformed in far less draconian ways. And virtually all the tax cuts go to the top 1%. Little wonder, then, that Ryan is a favorite of the Republican donor classes, including the funding circles of Paul Singer and the Koch brothers.

Little wonder, too, that students of the Ryan plan assert that it would markedly increase poverty and income inequality. With a few more tweaks, one could fairly call it the Ayn Rand Budget.

But reality has started gaining on Paul Ryan – fast.

In 2010, he and his House cohorts – Eric Cantor and Kevin McCarthy – recruited congressional candidates from the hard right by stoking Tea Party anger. But that same anger led to Cantor’s humiliating primary defeat by an extreme right-winger. And then the trio’s rageful janissaries brought down John Boehner and blocked McCarthys bid to succeed him.

Desperate, the Republican caucus offered Ryan the speakership. His reluctance to accept this poisoned chalice was painful to watch. He knew too well the forces which awaited him – he had helped put them where they were, and now they were consuming their political parents. Only Ryan was untouched.

And so this man of ideas went from the safety of floating dubious budgets to presiding over a caucus beset by extremists. Worse, he assumed responsibility for one branch of a divided government, where the only alternatives to compromise are impotence or apocalypse – shutting the place down.

So far impotence is winning.

Ryan can’t turn the “Ryan Budget” into law – if the Senate didn’t block it, President Obama would. But too many in his caucus won’t support a compromise, even one which achieves key Republican priorities. Indeed, some of his right-wing progeny will only follow Ryan if he jumps off the fiscal cliff – a political death spiral for his own career.

In short, the GOP’s presumptive savior is being swallowed by his own ideas and those who believe in them most fiercely.

And now comes Donald Trump.

Ryan’s dilemma was captured by his recent announcement of a plan to fight poverty and unemployment through block grants to the states. This proposal, at least, is interesting, though it requires an increase in funding which his caucus is unlikely to embrace. Moreover, it included a truly Randian proposal – repealing a new government regulation requiring that retirement advisors serve the interests of their clients, instead of profiting by steering them into high -cost investments. And the announcement itself – set in a struggling DC neighborhood – was overwhelmed by reporters’ questions regarding the latest idiocy from Trump.

This moment, too, was rich in irony. For the stark truth is that Trump is a political mutation spawned by Paul Ryan’s “ideas.”

Ryan has long stood for tax cuts for the wealthy; free trade; slashing entitlements; shredding the social safety net; reforming immigration to benefit employers; and other nostrums favored by the commercial interests which fund the party. So how have Ryan and the GOP sold this to their base?

They haven’t, really. Instead the GOP offered diversionary scapegoats for their voters’ economic insecurity – inefficient government, welfare recipients, and thinly veiled attacks on Democratic “interest groups” – i.e., minorities.

In his crude and opportunistic way, Trump ripped the party’s mask off. He took the tacit racism of all too many Republican officeholders and made it overt – targeting Muslims, Hispanics and, with barely less subtlety, blacks. He said that free trade agreements betrayed American workers. He stood up against cuts in Social Security and Medicare. He questioned tax cuts for the rich. And, of course, he promised to build that Wall.

In sum, he was everything that Paul Ryan is not. And the base loved him for it. Only Trump’s historical illiteracy prevented him from narcissistically misappropriating Martin Luther King by telling his followers that, under “Trump”, they would be “free at last” – in this case from Ryan and the Republican donor classes.

For them, Trump poses a hydra – headed problem. He has pretty well trashed their free-trade agenda: to the distress of Chamber of Commerce types, Trump is competing with Bernie Sanders for restive voters displaced by the global economy. In the process, he has turned the GOP’s attack on identity politics into a defense of embattled white folks against the supposed depredations of a multiracial society.

Establishment Republicans were horrified. Though too intimidated to say very much, they knew that Trump’s alienation of minorities was a demographic loser. And when racism stops whispering and starts screaming, polite Republicans begin squirming.

And so, yet again, they turned to Paul Ryan. Not only was he the party’s highest elected official, but it’s defender of serious ideas – indeed, its very conscience. He became the GOP’s St. Thomas More, it’s man for all seasons.

And so, like More, he dithered. Perhaps because he knows too well how the story ends, and dreads his own political beheading.

For weeks, he refrained from endorsing Trump, providing cover for worried Republicans while cloaking himself in principle. But for a man bent on preserving his own political life and, quite likely, running for president, this pose had a half – life of its own.

To pave the way for an endorsement, Ryan pretended to believe that the narcissistic casino magnate was buying into his serious ideas, facilitating their passage should Trump become president. But in the primaries Trump had kicked his agenda to the curb, and now was treating Ryan to condescension and veiled threats. And in Ryan’s own caucus, nervous Republicans were pushing him to back their presumptive nominee.

At last he did so, penning a letter to his hometown newspaper which, it was clear, he wished were written in invisible ink. Promptly, Trump rewarded him by attacking the federal judge presiding over a lawsuit against the bogus Trump University – converting a respected Indiana – born jurist into a biased “Mexican” resentful of Trump’s wall.

Confronted with this evidence of blatant racism – not to mention emotional disturbance – Ryan was compelled at the anti- poverty press conference to denounce Trump’s virulence as “the textbook definition of a racist comment.” And then this apostle of Republican inclusiveness reaffirmed his support for Trump – because, after all, he would be better than Hillary Clinton.

Really? Paul Ryan truly prefers that a narcissistic, ignorant, ungovernable, unqualified, race – baiting, misogynistic moron becomes our next president? The New York Daily News captured the moment perfectly, tagging photos of Trump and Ryan with the lethal headline: “I’m With Racist!”

It will only get worse.

On Sunday, Trump reacted to the slaughter perpetrated by a demented ISIS sympathizer at a gay nightclub in Orlando with the odious demagoguery which is his trademark, doubling down on his call for a ban on all Muslims from abroad, asserting that American Muslims at large “know what’s going on” regarding terrorism, and congratulating himself on his supposed prescience in identifying these threats. He then topped this dangerous and irresponsible scapegoating- so damaging to our national security and national fabric – by implying that President Obama was complicit in, or at least tolerant of, terrorist violence against Americans. With every repugnant utterance from Trump, Paul Ryan becomes a little smaller.

And so, in the end, Ryan is not merely a captive in Trump’s hostage video. He is a politician caught between his rejected ideology, and the racist pseudo- populism of an interloper who emerged from the political and moral void he and his party helped create.

Trump, of course, will lose. But he will leave behind a Republican Titanic, headed for an electoral iceberg which will shatter the party for years to come.

Ryan may survive as speaker by clinging to some piece of ideological flotsam – if only because no one else will want the job. But he will never rise above the waterline – not in 2020, or ever. The shipwreck is catastrophic, and its fatalities include the party’s would- be savior, President Paul Ryan.

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Great Living On $1,500 A Month In Colombia's Coffee Triangle

By Wendy DeChambeau, InternationalLiving.com

I’m here to tell you that I’ve found the Holy Grail of expat destinations.
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Street Scene, Manizales, Colombia
Each of us has our own priorities, but to find a place that ticks the boxes on nearly everyone’s list is something special. A perfect climate that’s neither too hot nor too cool (60 F to 80 F all year); amazing natural surroundings; plenty of cultural events; history-filled cities; superb healthcare; friendly people; and a welcoming country … all with a fantastically low cost of living — figure $1,500 a month for a couple, all in.

Right at the heart of Colombia is a region known as the Coffee Triangle. It’s made up of three big cities, with plenty of fertile countryside in between. Though the terrain sits high in the Andes Mountains, plenty of the land is flat and interspersed with hills. And, as the area’s name suggests, this is where most of Colombia’s world-famous coffee is grown.
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View of Pereira Skyline, Colombia
The three anchor cities of the Coffee Triangle are Pereira, Manizales, and Armenia. Each has its own distinct flavor and feel. Among them, you won’t lack for locations to live. Nor will you run out of things to do or places to explore.

With a population of 440,000, Pereira is the largest city in the Coffee Triangle. It’s vibrant and bustling, filled with parks, cultural centers, business plazas, and colonial architecture.

Early morning in Pereira is a magical time to roam the streets. You’ll encounter locals with small carts selling coffee and empanadas to folks off to start their day’s work. Old ladies on park benches throw seeds to the excited flocks of pigeons. And if you’re lucky, you’ll catch the sun casting its rays over the high office buildings into the tidy plazas, before illuminating the high-rise buildings and store-lined streets.

Pereira is a great spot if you like a big, bustling city with plenty of job opportunities (mostly teaching English) and lots going on. There is plenty to keep you occupied here, including shopping, concerts, theaters, and cultural events.
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Simon de Bolivar Sculpture, Pereira, Colombia
Expats living in Pereira report that a couple can easily live on $1,500 a month, or even less. You can get a weeks’ worth of groceries for two for about $25 to $30, while electric, gas, and water will cost around $25 per month, depending on your usage. An apartment in Pereira’s upper-middle-class El Centro district with four bedrooms rents for only $200 per month.

Quality healthcare is readily available, as well, with several hospitals and private-practice doctors in town. In general, the price should run between 25 percent and 50 percent of the U.S. cost.

About a 90-minute drive northeast of Pereira is the city of Manizales. Manizales itself looks like a town straight out of a fantasy book. The city, slightly smaller than Pereira, lies among low mountain peaks, and it climbs, drops, and climbs again onto adjacent hilltops. Cable cars transport residents and visitors from the lowest part of the city to the upper reaches.
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Church in Manizales, Colombia
At the top of the city, you find yourself in the beautiful historic district, filled with grand, colonial buildings interspersed with modern sculptures and fountains. You can wander through the regal Gobernación de Caldas — the local government building — or the gothic Manizales Cathedral, with its splendid stained-glass windows and piercing spires. When hunger strikes, be sure to stop into La Suiza restaurant, where you can order everything from fruit-drenched waffles to Portobello mushroom burgers to rich and creamy caramel cheesecake. Typically, a lunch entree with a drink and dessert will run $5 to $8.

Manizales’s cost of living is similar to that of Pereira. However, you may choose to take more taxis in this town, if you’re not up for the steep climbs between neighborhoods. Healthcare options are also plentiful here, with many hospitals, including the Instituto del Corazón Manizales.

A bus ride out of Pereira will get you to the city of Armenia within 45 minutes. With a population of 280,000, Armenia is the smallest of the three cities and has the least colonial look about it, the tragic result of an earthquake in 1999. Luckily, severe earthquakes are not common, and new structures adhere to stringent building codes, making Armenia a much safer place.

Armenia is my favorite city in the Coffee Triangle. It’s small and manageable, while still having all the amenities you would need as well as nice parks and restaurants, and an inviting countryside nearby.

Today the city has rebuilt itself and has a new and sleek look to show off. There are modern hotels, condo buildings, and offices, along with parks and well-maintained public areas. In the northern part of the city you can enjoy a steamy latte made from local coffee beans, as I did for $2, at the trendy and better-than-Starbucks Café Quindío. Afterwards, enjoy a stroll through Parque de la Vida, which is filled with flowering trees, palms, waterfalls, and even small animals, such as songbirds, agoutis (a small rodent), and turtles.

If healthcare is a concern, Armenia has you covered. The city has an entire sector devoted to medical offices. Some offices offer general care, while others are more specialized.

Numerous cosmetic surgery centers dot the area; Armenia is where many wealthy Colombians come for such procedures.

This article comes to us courtesy of InternationalLiving.com, the world’s leading authority on how to live, work, invest, travel, and retire better overseas.

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What Feeds Your Soul?

Religion and politics don’t mix. I’m sure you’ve heard the phrase before. And yet, Freedom of Religion is the first amendment to our Constitution. I don’t believe it means you can’t be religious and political but, you shouldn’t force either onto others.

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(photo by Barbara Hammond)

We’re all entitled to our own beliefs and, for me, that’s what makes America great. If you’ve read this blog before you probably know where I stand politically.

Religion and I have had an on-again, off-again history. Let me explain.

My grandfather was a Southern Baptist minister. I adored my grandfather and he adored me. He was the only male who was constant in my life growing up. Stepfathers came and went but, Granddaddy was always there.

When they started singing the hymn, “Just as I Am,” he would put his big hand on my tiny shoulder and ask, “You been saved girl?” I would shake my head vigorously yes because there was no way I wanted to walk up that aisle and sacrifice my young soul.

Somehow faith and anger seem at odds to me still, yet we see it when religion and politics try to mingle. I’m no religious scholar by a long stretch but, if you believe in Christianity, Buddhism, Judaism, Confucianism, (go ahead, look it up), or any other faith, hate is not a tenet.

Over the years, I’ve been exposed to several religions, including a crazy gymnastical snake worshipping holy roller service once. I know gymnastical isn’t a word, but it describes the experience perfectly.

When I was five I lived with a lovely older couple who went to a Lutheran church. I found it to be very peaceful, unlike my other experiences.

At 16 my fourth stepfather, Scotty, introduced me to the Episcopal religion. He had a friend who was an Episcopal minister. He also introduced me to Dave, my future husband, who happened to be Episcopalian.

This all led up to our wacky and amazing wedding, which you can read about here.

With a young family and moving annually, we didn’t go to church much early on. I remember going to an Episcopal church in Long Island at Easter and being totally turned off. It was big, beautiful and full to the max.

As we left and shook the minister’s hand I asked what the regular congregation was like, knowing Easter is not a good barometer. He looked me up and down and said, “Wealthy. Very wealthy.”

Sooo, we opted to never go back there again.

A year later we moved to New Jersey and found a church we liked. The minister was nice and had a young family. I joined their play group for the kids and enjoyed being with other young mothers. But annual moves made it hard to get attached to any church so we rarely went after that.

By the time we landed in Massachusetts it had been a few years since we’d attended church. Feeling the urge to give it a try we went to an Easter service in a neighboring town. Our oldest, Jeff, was in fifth grade then and didn’t have much experience with church. Our bad.

Toward the end of the service, the minister invited the kids to come and take an Easter plant. I felt he was referring to the Sunday School kids who had planted them, so when Jeff, started to go up I stopped him and said, “We’re not members here, I don’t think you should go.”

As we were leaving his teacher recognized him and asked why he didn’t have a plant. He said, “I can’t. We’re not joiners.” I was mortified and began rushing him out the door. We laugh about it now but, it was our fault our kids had no spiritual direction. Which is not funny. Dave and I had opposite experiences with religion but, we had experiences. Our kids did not.

Fast forward about 30 years to our introduction to Gloria Dei, Old Swedes, in Philadelphia.

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(art by Barbara Hammond)

The irony of our introduction to this church is it came through our youngest son, Greg, who is totally agnostic. He knew the minister’s son and was invited to direct the Easter play.

I went up to watch a rehearsal and met some of the members. When I was introduced to a lovely woman I reached to shake her hand and she opened her arms and said, “We hug here!” It was welcoming.

It’s a beautiful old building over 300 years old. I’m a sucker for historical buildings and, the vibe in this one was ethereal. It drew me in.

After Dave’s near death experience with lymphoma, we started going to Old Swede’s fairly regularly. Facing death head on has a way of making you look at life in a new light.

I remember one particular sermon that resonated with me and as we left I shook the minister’s hand and said, “I really enjoyed that.”

“Well,” he said, “I try not to preach.”

We knew this was the church for us and, even though I didn’t go as often as Dave it holds a special place in my soul.

When the minister retired I wasn’t sure I would like it as much. They went through a long vetting process and finally chose a woman to replace him.

It was hard for many of the parishioners who had been lifelong members to accept someone else. I understood that. Change is hard and when it involves your spirituality it involves soul searching.

It took me a while to warm up to her, I’ll admit. When you finally find a church you feel comfortable with and the leadership changes it creates some anxiety.

She has been there for 15 years now. And, even though we are two hours away, we go back whenever we can. We haven’t found a church we feel comfortable in here, yet. We’ll keep exploring but, honestly, Old Swede’s will always be my spiritual home.

Where do you stand on religion and spirituality?

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A Deep & Pure Love — Alzheimer's

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Mom & Me 2011

A DEEP & PURE LOVE — ALZHEIMER’S

Many moons ago my mom’s world was sunny and bright. It was filled with excitement, love and joy. She had no idea that one day her entire life would vanish, as if it never existed. Truth be told, neither did I, for I had never heard of Alzheimer’s.

Mom as a child loved to read and as I was growing up she always stressed this to me. Even into her later years mom yearned to continue learning. Her passion for knowledge was important to her. She loved to read and, through reading, taking college courses, she continued to stimulate herself. Sadly enough she can no longer do either of these things.

Today, because of this dreadful disease, almost everything she learned has disappeared. She has been robbed, even more, by having the memory of her entire life swept away as if it never existed.

My brother just returned to Florida after visiting me in New York. As he was here I continued to place my daily calls to the nursing home. With each call I reminded the nurses that my mother would not be having any family visitors for the next two weeks. I was well aware of her being all alone and somehow I was trying to protect her. Yet in her world she had no awareness of this.

This realization had me wondering about all the other people who live in a nursing home (especially those with Alzheimer’s), and have no family or friends who come to visit them. Perhaps they are “locked away” without any key to free themselves from this awful world they now live in.

Although the facility my mom now resides in has no fancy hallways, activity rooms or bedrooms, the nurses and aides all seem to be committed and happy. When I think of the kindness and care that my mother is receiving I feel a sense of security, and know that this is what is most important.

My heart could easily break in two, if I allowed myself to think how my mom just wanders the hallways alone each day. She appears mesmerized, lost in her world, not knowing where to go and what to do.

After hearing that someone from my Alzheimer’s support group mom just passed away I was filled with many different emotions. Some wanting my mom to be at peace while at the same time realizing how final that would be.

I do know that in some ways I am fortunate that my mom is still alive for the love I feel for her is deep and pure. I also know that each day I lose my mother a little more yet at the same time I also get to love her more.

MY MOM MY HERO — A mother & daughters new found love. http://www.amazon.com/Mom-Hero-Alzheimers–daughters-bittersweet/dp/0615773982/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1454248406&sr=8-1&keywords=lisa+hirsch

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