The Lesbian Chronicles 34: Perpetual Victim


Perpetual Victim

Be quiet. Be quiet.

I told you –

BE QUIET!

You are weird. You are ugly. You are strange.

Be normal. Be pretty. Be Happy.

Always be nice. Always say thank- you, even if you

aren’t grateful, especially if you aren’t grateful.

Take it – You deserved it – You are a feral thing.

Don’t act like an animal. Act like a good girl.

Act like a good girl.

Marry well. Marry wealth. Marry a man.

Money is important. Power is important. Love is not important.

He yells? So did mine.

He hits? So did mine.

You deserve to be choked –

You are making me mad –

You did this to me –

I should die if I’m lying.

I have friends, you don’t.

I am right, you aren’t.

Be like me – perpetual victim.

K.A.L

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Music And Photography Share The Spotlight!

In some ways music and photography are the same. They both share an artistic expression that appeals to almost everyone.

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Musicians Flyer image: courtesy of Peter Figen, Willie Dixon, singer, songwriter, bass player with Muddy Waters, Chess Records, photographed in Glendale, Ca. for Frets Magazine 1986.

Probably best known for photographing musicians, Peter Figen has gained notoriety for catching the true essence of veteran musicians such as Bonnie Raitt, Townes Van Zandt, Doc Watson, George Harrison, Lyle Lovett and many more. In addition, he photographed famed recording studios on the west coast over his thirty-year career.

Like most teens he developed a love for music in high school which kept him busy along with his other passion – photography. In the mid 70s, Figen started doing his own radio show on KAZU 90.3 FM on a community operated station in Monterey where he was raised. Figen featured bluegrass music and alternative country. He also featured music that combined folk and bluegrass with blues along with traditional country. He had a penchant for featuring rootsy country with a rock and roll edge that was too rock for country radio and way too country for rock and roll radio. 
 
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Image courtesy of Peter Figen; Bonnie Raitt 1987 Los Angeles, Ca, printed with archival pigmented inks on Hahnemühle Fine Art Baryta photo paper;

As fate would have it, Figen happened to attend a Hot Rize concert in Santa Cruz, CA in the late 70s. “It was completely by coincidence that Lachlan Throndson (the Art Director of Frets Magazine) was sitting right behind me,” said Figen. Throndson asked the eager photographer to send his shots the next day…and the rest is history. FRETS magazine soon hired him along with several other popular music magazines. His career continued to thrive throughout the years. 

When Figen moved to Los Angeles to study photography at Center College of Design, he gravitated to music venues that showcased his favorite styles such as McCabe’s Guitar Shop and the Banjo Cafe. He soon found himself hunting down musicians to photograph such as songwriter Steve Gillette and the multi-instrumentalist Peter Grant. “I really don’t remember how the trail led to Chris Hillman, the bass player from the Byrds, who was then playing that same mix of country and rock with great songwriting that I had been broadcasting on KAZU back in Monterey.”  He was on a roll…he photographed Hillman upstairs at McCabe’s and contacted Folklore Productions in Santa Monica, the company that managed Doc Watson the day after he graduated…and never looked back. He is also a master printer…printing not only his own work, but other established photographer’s work.

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Image courtesy of Peter Figen; Townes Van Zandt; photographed near Hazen, Nevada along with Guy Clark in March 1992; printed with archival pigmented inks on Hahnemühle Fine Art Baryta photo paper;
 
When asked who was the easiest musician to shoot, he replied, “Probably Townes Van Zandt, because he was such a mysterious character and being in the middle of practically nowhere in the Nevada desert, something about that location fit his personality and told his story in the best way possible – leaving it up to the viewer to fill in the blanks.”
 
He went on to say, the most difficult was…”Doc Watson, probably because a blind person has less personal need for images than sighted people. I think I shot thirty or forty frames then he spilled his drink and that was it – we were done. He did play ‘My Creole Belle’ for me as I packed up my gear.” Figen’s photograph became Doc’s official PR photo for the last twenty-six years of his life. 

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Image courtesy of Peter Figen; Doc Watson, blind guitarist from Deep Gap, North Carolina, photographed backstage at McCabe’s Guitar Shop May 1986; printed with archival pigmented inks on Hahnemühle Fine Art Baryta photo paper;

Gallery owner Huss Hardan has always been a huge fan of music and said as soon as he saw Figen’s photography, he knew instantly he wanted to exhibit his work. “Peter’s work is so special because not only is it technically outstanding, but he connects with the musicians and captures them in the moment.”

Hardan has been a photographer for over twenty-five years and brings his own expertise to viewing the medium. “The expression ‘a picture is worth a thousand words’ rings true for us,” said Hardan.  “We want images that tell stories, whether they rely on the artist’s intention or the viewers’ imagination to run with the artist,”
 
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Image courtesy of Peter Figen; Lucinda Williams, photographed across the street from Mad Dog Studios in Venice, Ca; printed with archival pigmented inks on Hahnemühle Fine Art Baryta photo paper;

Two never before seen photographs of Elvis Presley by the late Anthony Bernard will be also part of the exhibition. Shot over fifty years ago, Bernard’s sister discarded the prints since at that time Presley had not yet rocketed to stardom. Luckily Bernard’s son discovered the negatives years later and brought them to the gallery owner.
 
Hardan introduced the son to Figen who in essence rescued the photographs. “Anthony’s work is stunning.  We wouldn’t even blink if we were told that these were shot yesterday by a professional music photographer, but to think that these were taken over 50 years ago by someone untrained in this field, with such difficult to use (but with spectacular results!) equipment compared to the auto everything digital stuff of today…well, that is something else!”
 
huZ Galleries will host an opening reception on Saturday August 6th, at 7pm. On Thursday August 4, as part of the San Pedro Art Walk (6-9pm), the public can catch a preview of the photography of Peter Figen. However, Tony Bernard’s Elvis Presley photos will debut on Saturday night. huZ Galleries is located at 341 West 7th Street in San Pedro, CA, 90731; 310 428 0275; Free parking after 6pm is available on 6th and 7th streets. http://www.huzgalleries.com/  http://www.peterfigen.com/

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Image courtesy of Peter Figen; George Harrison, photographed at Warner Bros, Burbank, 1987 for the cover of Guitar Player Magazine; printed with archival pigmented inks on Hahnemühle Fine Art Baryta photo paper;

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This Rapper Has A Solution To Police Shootings And Gun Violence

21 Savage has an idea about how to solve America’s gun violence and police brutality issues: Get rid of guns.

“It’s one simple thing that would get rid of all the problems in the world,” the 21-year-old rapper said in a July interview with FADER. “If no Americans had no guns, there wouldn’t be no police killing people. That’s the easiest and simplest way to solve it. To take everybody’s guns, not just the civilians. Take the police’s guns too.”

Police have killed 633 people in the U.S. this year and 156 of them were black, according to a tracker from The Guardian.

Many politicians and gun owners have voiced similar sentiments, calling for a ban on assault rifles and for common-sense gun laws such as universal background checks before gun purchases. As far as disarming police goes, other countries have had success with gun-free police forces: Officers in England and Wales are not armed, and from March 2012 until March 2014, they didn’t kill any civilians. Norway armed its officers for a year and is now working to disarm them. Granted, gun restrictions for civilians are significantly tighter in those countries, which don’t have the right to bear arms written into their constitutions. And as Noah Berlatsky writes for Quartz, there are millions of guns, both legal and illegal, on the streets stateside, which makes it harder to advocate for a disarmed police force.

21 Savage also said he doesn’t believe the protests against police and gun violence are doing much to change anything ― but he understands the purpose and necessity of the Black Lives Matter movement.

“Not all lives are being taken, so that’s why people are saying Black Lives Matter. You don’t really see police gunning down white men every other day,” the rapper said. “Or gunning down Indian people every day. It’s young black men who are getting gunned down a lot. That’s why people say Black Lives Matter. But all lives matter. Everybody’s life’s important.”

Check out the entire interview at The FADER.

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Trump Won't Endorse Paul Ryan Or John McCain

WASHINGTON ― Republican presidential nominee Donald Trump refused Tuesday to endorse the nation’s highest-ranking Republican official, stiff-arming House Speaker Paul Ryan (Wis.) just a week before Ryan’s primary against a tea party challenger.

Speaking to The Washington Post, Trump said he was still thinking about it, and seemed to deliberately mock Ryan by using words similar to the speaker’s from May, when he refused to back Trump by saying he wasn’t there yet.

“I like Paul, but these are horrible times for our country,” Trump told the paper. “We need very strong leadership. We need very, very strong leadership. And I’m just not quite there yet. I’m not quite there yet.”

Ryan did come around to Trump, and has stood by his endorsement even with each new Trump debacle, most recently The Donald’s insults of the parents of slain Muslim U.S. Army Capt. Humayun Khan.

Zack Roday, a spokesman for Ryan, did not immediately answer a request for comment, but told the Milwaukee Journal-Sentinel that he was not going to respond to Trump.

“Rather than engage in a back-and-forth, the speaker is going to remain focused entirely on ensuring we deliver strong Republican majorities this fall,” Roday said.

Trump also declined to endorse GOP Sens. Kelly Ayotte (N.H.) and John McCain (Ariz.). McCain, a former GOP presidential nominee, skipped Trump’s convention and criticized Trump’s attacks on the Khan family, even though he also is still standing by Trump. Trump’s latest words should make for an interesting meeting if McCain follows through with a planned sit-down Tuesday evening with vice presidential nominee Mike Pence. McCain’s primary is later this month. Ayotte’s is in September.

Ryan’s challenger, tea party-aligned businessman Paul Nehlen, was quick to pick up on Trump’s slight.

“Since Speaker Ryan has aligned himself with Hillary Clinton’s job-killing TPP, wage-depressing amnesty, and criminal jail-break legislation, it is no surprise to see Donald Trump refuse to endorse the Speaker, who is clearly opposed to Wisconsin workers’ well-being and more interested in making his wealthy donors wealthier,” Nehlen said in a statement. He was apparently referring to the Trans-Pacific Partnership trade deal, which Ryan backed until recently, immigration reform and criminal justice reform.

The primary is Aug. 9, and Trump’s snub comes a day after he tweeted favorable words about Nehlen.

In the Post interview, the GOP standard bearer did not go so far as to endorse Nehlen, but he did have kind things to say, including that Nehlen was running “a very good campaign.”

Nehlen’s also been attracting significant support from tea party stalwarts.

Whatever the fervor on the right, however, Nehlen faces a daunting task in upsetting Ryan, who is broadly popular in Wisconsin. 

Ryan also has an enormous campaign war chest stuffed with nearly $10 million. And if he’s worried about Nehlen, it doesn’t show strongly in his spending, with just one major ad buy ahead of the primary worth about $200,000.

Nehlen had less than $200,000 available to spend, according to his most recent federal election filing

A loss by Ryan would be an even more remarkable upset than then-Majority Leader Eric Cantor’s defeat by Dave Brat in his Virginia GOP primary in 2012.

And while Trump is the big dog of the GOP right now, he did not win Ryan’s 1st Congressional District in the primary. Sen. Ted Cruz (R-Texas) topped Trump handily.

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Whatever Game This Is, This Guy Is Clearly its Best Player

While mere mortals like you and I are trying to comprehend what the hell is going on here, this guy is racking up bonkers combos on what one can only hope is this game’s highest difficulty setting. His player name is ~ё~, and he’s on the fast track to carpal tunnel syndrome.

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