My Experience With Vicodin Taught Me That Any Of Us Could Be Tiger Woods

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In late October of 1996, after spending two weeks curled up in the fetal position in excruciating pain from a Crohn’s disease flareup, I shook my husband awake at 2 a.m. and in complete seriousness asked him to bring me a big kitchen knife. 

“Huh?” he asked, groggily. “What for?”

“I just need to cut this out of my gut right now,” I told him.

He bolted awake, took one look at me, and called my gastroenterologist’s emergency line. A few hours later, I was in a San Diego hospital being prepped for a six-hour surgery in which I would lose a couple of feet of my intestines and gain a belly scar that still serves as a daily reminder of how mind-bending pain can be.

I have one other lasting memory from the pain that led me to that night, though it’s one I don’t much like to talk about: what happened when I took doctor-prescribed Vicodin.

Vicodin is what Tiger Woods says he was prescribed after back surgery in April. He had recently been experiencing back spasms, he told the police in Palm Beach who arrested him Monday asleep at the wheel of his car and unable to walk a sobriety line. He told police he didn’t know where he was, and asked how far he was from his house, according to the police report. He was charged with a DUI on the spot, but a breathalyzer confirmed his claim that he had not been drinking alcohol.

“Sounds like sleeping pills,” an editor said to me this morning.

“No, it’s Vicodin,” I told her.

Of course, we won’t know what Tiger Woods took until the toxicology reports come back. But it sure sounds like the pills I took in the two weeks of pain before my surgery. 

“I’m flying,” I told my husband after taking my first dose of Vicodin, “as in really flying.”  

I told him that I could still feel the pain in my intestines, but that I just didn’t really care about it anymore. I even joked about how that one pill got me so stoned that I couldn’t believe it didn’t come with an anesthesiologist to oversee its delivery.

Maybe she’s a lightweight, the doctor told my concerned husband when he called. “Have her just take them ‘as needed,’” the doctor advised.

And need them, I did.

Here’s the thing about Vicodin: I felt stoned and then, after a few doses, I didn’t.

Here’s the thing about Vicodin: I felt stoned and then, after a few doses, I didn’t. I started to take them more frequently because I couldn’t feel them working. At bedtime, I would double up the dosage, hoping for a decent night’s rest. If the pain persisted, I took more a few hours later.

There were times when I couldn’t move ― I even needed help standing to get up and use the bathroom. My husband began nagging me to see the doctor, but I was afraid of the surgery that I knew was waiting for me around the corner. I just had to get past this flareup and I would be fine, I insisted.

And then there was the night when I woke up on the bathroom floor. And just like Woods told the police, I had no idea how I had gotten there. I remembered nothing and could only surmise that I must not have wanted to ask my husband to help me into the bathroom. Hours later, when he found me and asked if I was OK, the first words that came out of my mouth were these: “Is it time for me to take another Vicodin yet?”

I had only been following doctors’ orders and had a real need for pain relief, but within just two weeks on Vicodin I was well on my way to what could have become a dependency with a drug that cures nothing. It masks pain and provides fleeting relief ― relief that becomes elusive unless you take more of the drug, and then more of it again.

We don’t know exactly what happened in Woods’ black Mercedes on a highway in Palm Beach, but for many of us who have used strong opioid painkillers on the orders of a doctor, his explanation sure sounds plausible. Familiar, even.

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'Bastion' studio's 'Pyre' will be exclusive to PS4 on July 25th

Last we’d heard of the next game from Bastion and Transistor studio Supergiant Games, Pyre, there wasn’t much to report in terms of concrete info. Today we have a bit more information, including when you’ll finally be able to play it: July 25th exclu…

Your Sneakers Just Got Smarter With Digitsole’s Smartshoe

Shoes help protect our feet, they help with fashion, and they help in sports and training where some shoes are better suited for running, while others are better suited for basketball, football, and so on. However apart from that, shoes have remained pretty much the same save for changes in design and materials.

But that’s something that the folks at Digitsole want to change as they have launched the Smartshoe on Kickstarter. For those unfamiliar with Digitsole, the company launched a smart insole back in 2014 that keeps track of things like how many steps you’ve taken, calories burned, and even adjust the temperature of your footwear.

However the insole was only that, an insole, versus the Smartshoe which is an entire sneaker, although for the most part it does what the insole does. This includes gathering health analytics, “Movement sensors analyze pronation, supination, propulsion levels, impact force, fatigue, posture, steps, calories, and more creating precise data that prevents injuries and improves your health.”

The company is also boasting features like auto-tightening, a heated insole, IP66 water-resistance and dust-resistance, and more. The only downside is that the design is fixed, unlike the insole which can be swapped around, but if you like what you see then head on over to its Kickstarter to help fund the project.

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Apple’s Carpool Karaoke Set For August 8 Launch

Earlier this year, Apple confirmed that “Carpool Karaoke” would be coming to Apple Music in 2017. The show was set for a launch last month, but unfortunately that did not happen as it was reported that it had been delayed. Apple did not officially confirm the show’s delay other than to reiterate that it was still on track for a 2017 debut.

That being said regardless of whether or not the previous report was true, it seems that we now have a date to look forward to as Apple has since confirmed the launch of the show for the 8th of August, 2017. If you’ve enjoyed the original series which was a segment on The Late Late Show with James Corden, then this could be worth looking forward to.

For those who are unfamiliar with the segment, basically it involves the show’s host, James Corden, picking up various celebrities in his car where he interviews them and sings songs with them. It has proven to be a very popular segment and it is not surprising that Apple was interested in it.

From what we can tell, the version that will be launching on Apple Music won’t deviate much from the original concept, except that it seems that Corden won’t be hosting the show 100% of the time and will feature celebrity drivers as well.

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Alleged Super Smash Bros. Screenshots For Nintendo Switch Leaked

With the release of every new Nintendo console, without fail there will be titles that gamers can more or less expect and can look forward to. One of those titles is Super Smash Bros. which was confirmed for the Nintendo Switch in March. Now thanks to screenshots of the game that were posted onto 4chan (via Nintendo Everything), we have an idea of what to expect.

Note that it would be impossible to tell if these screenshots are the real deal save for Nintendo confirming them, although we’re guessing that probably won’t be the case. However from what we can see, they do look pretty authentic, or at the very least whoever cooked them up in Photoshop sure did a pretty good job at it.

We can’t tell if there will be new features or changes to gameplay based on these screenshots, but one of the screenshots does reveal what looks like Target Smash kind of practice stage, and overall it seems that there are some improvements made to the visuals of the game.

In any case with E3 coming up and with Nintendo expected to host their own conference separate of the event, perhaps we’ll be able to find out additional details then. Until then what do you guys make of these screenshots?

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Special Edition Monster Hunter XX Nintendo Switch Revealed

It was recently announced that Capcom would be bringing Monster Hunter XX onto the Nintendo Switch which is no doubt pretty huge news for gamers. It was later revealed that there would be a limited edition copy of the game that would include a bunch of goodies such as a soundtrack, a backpack, and more.

Now as you can see in the image above, it looks like on Nintendo’s end they will be doing something to celebrate the game’s launch in the form of a Special Edition Nintendo Switch console that is themed around the upcoming game. It should also be noted that this is the first special edition Nintendo Switch that has been launched by the company ever since the console’s release.

As far as the design is concerned, it is actually rather understated as the console still looks very much like the grey Nintendo Switch, save for some markings around the console’s dock, but we guess it’s not necessarily a bad look. Unfortunately for now it seems that this special edition console will be limited to Japan so if you live outside of the country, you won’t be able to get it from a local retailer, at least for now.

Monster Hunter XX for the Nintendo Switch is currently set for a release on the 25th of August, 2017 in Japan. No word on when we’ll see it released in the west, but thankfully the Switch’s region-free nature means you’ll be able to get your hands on the game anyway, that’s if you can read and understand Japanese.

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Nintendo Is Apparently Competing WIth Apple For Switch Components

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This is based on a report from The Wall Street Journal who claims that both Nintendo and Apple are apparently fighting for the same hardware components for both the Switch and the iPhone. One of those components would be NAND memory from Toshiba, in which a company spokeswoman told the publication, “Demand for our NAND flash memory has been overwhelmingly greater than supply, and the situation is likely to stay for the rest of this year.”

Other components that are apparently also in competition include liquid-crystal displays and the tiny motors used in the Nintendo Switch’s Joy-Con remotes that helps provide gamers with the HD Rumble feature that the company has touted in the past. We’re not sure if this is something Nintendo had previously predicted, or if this is new as maybe the company did not expect the Switch to take off the way it did.

The report from the WSJ says that analysts are suggesting that the only way for Nintendo to overcome this is to increase their spending, but with the Switch apparently costing $257 to manufacture and with its retail price of $299.99, there isn’t much wiggle room unless Nintendo doesn’t mind making less profit.

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As Trump's Aides Touted His Alliance-Building, European Leaders Mocked And Disparaged Him

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BRUSSELS ― Donald Trump’s first trip abroad as president showed “how quickly and decisively” he “is acting to strengthen alliances,” White House press secretary Sean Spicer said Tuesday.

But if Trump strengthened America’s alliances in Europe, no one told America’s European allies. Instead, in remarks ranging from cautionary to disparaging, European heads of state have described a churlish, impulsive American leader whose actions have alienated them and threaten to upend the U.S.-led post-World War II international order.

Interacting with Trump showed German Prime Minister Angela Merkel “that we Europeans truly have to take our fate into our own hands,” she said Sunday. Newly elected French President Emmanuel Macron’s noticeably tense and lengthy handshake with Trump was a deliberate effort to “show that we won’t make little concessions, even symbolic ones,” he told a French outlet in an interview published Sunday. And as Spicer boasted of the president’s successful alliance-building, a picture of European heads of state openly mocking the U.S. president was making its way around Twitter. In a photograph that quickly went viral, the prime ministers of Denmark, Norway, Finland, Sweden and Iceland gathered around a soccer ball in a pose that bore an obvious resemblance to a recent picture of Trump and the heads of Egypt and Saudi Arabia placing their hands on a glowing orb to symbolize counterterrorism cooperation.

Disagreements between Washington and its allies across the Atlantic are not unprecedented, and Spicer spun Merkel’s statement as a positive development, suggesting it fulfilled Trump’s long-stated goal of getting European countries to take greater ownership of their security.

But even at historic low points ― the U.S. invasion of Iraq in 2003, and the 2013 revelation that the U.S. spied on Merkel ― tensions centered around policy disagreements. The rhetoric now, said Spencer Boyer, a former national intelligence officer for Europe, is “about whether or not Europe can depend on the U.S. as a partner.”

That’s a different sort of problem, says Sheri Berman, a professor at Barnard College. “The fewer allies that we have that we can call upon reflexively, the more difficult world politics is,” she said. “If the Europeans pull together and choose not to cooperate with us on a variety of things ― Iran, the Middle East, international economics ― that makes it harder to get anything done.”

There could be an element of domestic political calculation at play for leaders in Europe. Macron recently prevailed in French elections in which Trump openly rooted for his opponent. And elections are approaching in Germany, where even Merkel’s main rival criticized Trump’s treatment of the chancellor. At the same time, it is a risky move for a head of state to criticize the president of the United States ― and Merkel is notoriously measured in her public remarks.  

“For her, this is the equivalent of running around screaming with her hair on fire,” Berman said of Merkel. “She does not blurt things out, she does not make extreme statements, she does not say things that veer from past statements easily.”

For [Merkel], this is the equivalent of running around screaming with her hair on fire … She does not blurt things out, she does not make extreme statements, she does not say things that veer from past statements easily.”
Sheri Berman, professor at Barnard College

European allies have worried since the night of Trump’s election what it would mean for their decades-long relationship with the U.S., given Trump’s campaign rhetoric about cutting back on defense support to allies unless they pay more for protection. During the transition and in the early weeks of the new administration, Trump’s top aides worked to defuse some of the tension by assuring their foreign counterparts that U.S. policy was not going to change much, if at all. Defense Secretary James Mattis has jokingly referred to himself as the “Secretary of Reassurance” in meetings with NATO allies.

For foreign leaders who hoped Trump’s policies as president wouldn’t match his campaign rhetoric, his comments during his trip to Europe came as a disappointment. When they gathered at NATO headquarters in Brussels on Thursday, European leaders expected Trump to reaffirm the idea of collective security ― and maybe even say some kind words about the new memorial to commemorate the victims of the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks. Instead, Trump scolded them for not spending enough money on defense and thereby taking advantage of American taxpayers.

“Twenty-three of the 28 member nations are still not paying what they should be paying and what they’re supposed to be paying for their defense,” Trump said Thursday. “This is not fair to the people and taxpayers of the United States. And many of these nations owe massive amounts of money from past years.” 

Trump made no mention of Article 5 of NATO’s charter, the principle that an attack on one member is an attack on all. (Spicer later said that Trump’s commitment to the NATO charter was implicit and that it was “a bit silly” to expect him to state it outright.)

Trump’s next stop did not go much better. In Taormina, Italy, at the G-7 summit of the world’s leading democratically run economic powers, Trump quickly found himself in conflict with the other six. Canada, Great Britain, France, Germany, Japan and Italy all wanted Trump to honor a 2015 global agreement to cut carbon dioxide emissions to combat climate change. Trump declined, saying he would decide later. At the same time, Trump picked a fight with Germany over its trade policy that Trump argued gave German manufacturers an unfair advantage in selling cars in the U.S. (Germany has no specific trade agreement with the United States, and instead follows the same protocols as any other European Union country.)

“The trip was unfortunately a failure by any objective standard,” Boyer said. It “left European allies rattled” and contributed to the emerging “image of the U.S. as an unreliable and unpredictable partner,” Boyer continued.

For now, the Trump administration might believe that Europeans needed to be rattled into taking responsibility for their own defense, even if it compromises their relationship with the U.S. Trump’s foreign policy is predicated on the idea that NATO members need America more than American needs them. But presidents often find that they need allies in times of crisis. The heart of the NATO charter is Article 5, the collective defense provision. But it was never used during the Cold War. It was only invoked for the first time 16 years ago — on September 12, 2001.

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